Pain...

"When people get hurt...
They learn to hate...
When people hurt others...
They become hated...
And are racked wiht guilt...

But knowing that pain allows people to be kind...
Pain allows people to grow...
How u grow up is up to you...
You know pain...

You think about it...
and the answer u find is up to you...
But i cant understand this pain in my chest...
It hurts so bad...

But im not bleeding...
Wut is this? I wonder...
This pain doesnt go away...
No matter wut i've tried...

I have to face it...
If this is my destiny...
To find the answers...
But when i tried to get rid of this pain...

I've only hurt others...
Sham...Efi...Syaheela...
Then,if im the one that cause people pain...
I resolve never to let anyone get hurt ever again...

It's better this 'way'...
I wont ask u to stay...
For the sake of me...
I rather walk away...

But as i said...
From this pain...
That still burns inside of me...
I will grow to become the 'prince'..
I've always meant to be...

From this pain...
I'll turn it...
To be the reason...
For me to stay alive...
And to be happy...

Destiny is a funny thing...
But if open my mind and my heart...
Im sure i'll find mine...

I've got to face the ghost and demons...
From my past...
Then,i'll finally be content with my life...

I can't give up just yet...
I still havent found the answers...
And also...
There's a promise i made to someone...

A girl..
A little girl...
I promise to be with her...
Until the day...
I die...

A fren promise...
A self promise...
Nothing more...

As i hold on...
To that promise...
And to find the answers...
I will live this life...
With my frens...
No matter how much pain...
I have to go through..."