2day...a bitter sweet day...let's talk about the sweet part 1st...i woke up,as usual wondering why my heart is so empty...went to skool...went to see Pn Jerina(i got to skip English class! yay!)...finally,i was able to question myself and her the real questions...the one i couldnt find myself...then i thought that she'll just give me the same answers as syaheela does...i've got to find myself...well,at 1st,she sounded like that...but,i asked some other question that's related to the topic of course..then,suprisingly! i've got the answer! why my heart has been so hollow...i once wrote in one of my recent blogs that i felt some kind of feeling when my little/big sister brought me to her flat...i know now why i felt that...someday,i'll go to 'that' place again...i felt relieve when pn jerina had given me the answers that finally i wanted to hear...now,for the bitter part...the part efi has to part her way from me and the others..it was a sad moment but we didnt waste it...we made a hell lot of fun from it...it's a moment that i'll remember for a long time...till we meet again efi! i've found the answers that i needed...now,i know wut i must do...but,i cant possibly do it in my condition...im still to young...but i promise,when im old enough,i'll fullfill it...that's a promise 4 the future...as 4 the present...there's still some minor problems that i need to deal with my fren..."im lookin back on things i've done...i was trying to be someone...i never want to play the same old part or keep u in the dark...now let me show u the shape of my heart"
*meaning,shape of my heart : the real me
=D
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congrats.
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