somewhere i belong...

there's a song that i've heard by linkin park...
the lyrics pretty much explain my situation..
here it is...

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe
I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way
I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself
until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else,
until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me

I wanna heal,
I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain
I’ve held so long
Erase all the pain till it’s gone
I wanna heal,
I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something
I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong...