The human mind

Argh!!! Im so fed up! I dun know wut to do! I have too much problems inside my head! I just cant shake it off! But that's not the thing that's been buggin me...i shared everything with my best fren(who i cant name)...even my problems...but everytime i tell my problems to him,it's like im talking to myself....yeah,i know that he's not the type who give advices to people...but still....argh! i dun know...i love him like a brother but,i just want him to help me...it seems like he cant or wont...i cant say anything bad about him..i respect him too much to do so.....perhaps,it's better if i stay away from him for a while....coz,each time i spill out my probs to him,and he doesnt give me some advice,i tend to think that he doesnt care...and then(as usual) ill ask him some question that im sure ive heard it many times before...then,ill get confuse whether he really cares about me or not...ill start asking questions again..he'll get bored...he'll get fed up then only god knows wut will happen next...wut i think,each time i ask him a question,he'll get hurt or maybe 'terasa'...who the heck do i think i am to ask him questions like that? argh! im nothing! i cant force him to give me answers that even i cant solve myself...im stupid to think that....probably,no one really does understands me...each time i get close to someone,something bad always happen...perhaps,i cant be to close with anyone...this is my fate...