7 Things

Mcm2 la hari ni...went to petrosains...it was fun..it was years since i last went there..brings back memories...faisal was funny..he kept singing the dinosaur song..hahah..ble nak balik tu,our last ride..oh shoot...im the only guy..memang aku takot org pandang serong..tapi aku bukannya nk buat perkara x senonoh pon..ko leh trust aku sham? haha...but...had a migrain so i couldnt really enjoy...i knew from the morning that somethings is going to happen...it's juz like a hunch...hah...cant believe it came true...my hp strap went missing...damn it...i've search everywhere...i've retraced my steps but still couldnt find it...sori diyanah i had to drag u along...damn it...hah..it was sasuke's strap...very rare to be found...it's a gud thing it's juz a rm10 strap...i hope i can find a new one in johor...damn...and it was so young...thx 4 the ones who accompanied me along the visit...faisal...suresh...diyanah....i dun really like big crowds...someone gave me this opinion a few months ago..and probably,it's true...no matter...i dun really like when people say im 'sombong'...really....u guys should check how i am before saying anything...i like to be called a 'thinker'...i think a lot...even the most stupidest thing i could think millions of questions...and that's where i hate the most...still,with my low self-esteem,that's why im so quiet...but it depends...if u can talk to me,then i can talk to u...im not saying that im a god that u should approach...juz that...it really makes me happy if anyone..juz anyone...came & talk and joke around with me...i really appreciate it though...i know i shouldnt be doing this....it's not rite...many have told me 2 juz 4get bout her...even melissa said,"she's not worth of ur effort..."...my heart should be for another girl,like she said...even so...am i juz being stupid? one fren of mine keep saying gud things bout her...but the others would juz say..."i dun want to c u hurt.."...damn it...i wonder wut should i do...cut all ties with her? im not that kind of person...i've seen the effects on wafa years ago...i dun think i want to let anyone to feel the way she did...she does make me happy when i text her...but she already found a boyfriend 4 god's sake...i keep thinking...should i tell her how i really feel? no...she could never know coz she could never understand...and im still sitting her like a stupid wall...hoping for something that's never going to happen...we're to much the same(although i distinctively deny that,but almost everyone says we r),that's why i cant do anything...wait,can i? im still thinking bout it...here i am...admiring from afar...

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear

The 7 things I hate about you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You like me, you love him

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks

And when you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent

As I wait for you to say

But what I need to hear now

Is your sincere apology

And when you mean it, I'll believe it

If you text it, I'll delete it

Let's be clear

Oh I'm not coming back

You're taking 7 steps here

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your touch, your eyes, your old Levi's

And when our eyes met, I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we're intertwined everything's alright

I want to be

With the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you

If...

If the rain had stopped

That day

I might surely have just walked past you

If the bus had arrived

At its usual time

I wouldn’t have met you

If that instant

Had been slightly different

We would have walked on separate paths of fate

*I always want to watch

The same future together with you

Let’s look at the same stars

At the same spot

I wonder if I am present

In the future you imagine for yourself

I want to look up to

The same sky with the same feelings

Our ways of talking and acting

Are really similar

It’s like if we have always known each other

Mailing each other at the same time

Thinking about the same things

We might have been bound together by a red thread

We fit so well together, like if

It was decided by chance right from the start

I believe we are fated to be together

I wonder if I am present

In the future you imagine for yourself

I want to look up to

The same sky with the same feelings

So we may always walk

On the same path, hand in hand

Even on days filled with tears

And on sunny days

Another week passed...nothing much...the librarians r finally retired...i was getting tired doing the work while studying...but i cant relax in the library anymore..hah...like i said..nothing much...last saturday was the day the new naruto movie was released...oh...if only i was rich..haha...well...nothing i can do..juz have to wait for it to come here...the ending theme really touched me...not sure why...i've been more down than usual this few days...i know why...i juz dun know how to react with it...yesterday was a schooling day..not to my suprise...many didnt came...only bout 5-6 people...well...i had fun...hahaha...bnyk cte...then,after school..i went to tuition...again,we were the only two present 4 the class...well,i had fun...she was sweet...and nice...hahaha

Makan sedap...

Wah...bulan ni memang 'kaya' aku...hampir tiap minggu makan makanan sedap je...17 july lalu...ada 2 jamuan...1st...jamuan bilik ekses..hohoho...aku bos....memang la best...makan2 jap...dating jap(hehe)...sblum gi ke subway....jamuan prs lak...kat situ mkn kek coklat yg memang besar dan sedap...wah2...haha...tapi keseronokkan smua tu ada harganya...nk tahu apa harganya? hah...balik2 dari jamuan tu...sakit kepala nk mampos...memang x leh bangun...boleh memang boleh but sakit gle la...migrain gle sampai kul 11...otak sakit sngt sampai aku teringat kata2 pirol,"ko potong je kepala ko"...hah...itu...aku sakit sngt coz aku cuba x mkn ubat...aku x nk rosak buah pinggang..nampaknya x berkesan...otak aku sakit sngt rasa mcm nk meletus..terpaksa mkn...akhirnya dlm kul 12...dah reda...hah...datang2 skolah...kerisauan mula timbul balik...sape yg dekat ngan aku,fhm la nape...seminggu kemudian...masuk jogathon...pe...mula2 pkir x nak lari...coz aku takot ditinggalkan sorg2...tapi aku nampak nicholas pon lari..aku pon teman la dia...at least aku pon dpt pengalaman...seronok gak...dating lagi(hehe)...sblum balik...esok tu lak bday adikku zombie...makan sedap lagi...haha...aku harap nk 'berisi' sket..but..x berkesan...aku sampai je kat rumah diyanah,ramai dah balik...wah...memang aku dah lewat gle la...xpela...dlm 10 min,mel lak dtg...at least ada la org aku leh borak...but izudin perlukan dia lg...so,lepaskan je la...aku mkn sorg...but diyanah fhm perasaan aku,so dia datang borak ngan aku...kenalkan diri aku kat mak dia...mak dia tanya,"ini putera? oh2...mana bodyguard2?"...pe...aku nak tergelak je...haha...aku kata la nama aku ni sekadar nama je...xde special pon...then,time tok balik...x guna jega...ko curik 'isteri' aku...kluar mlm2 kan? kena ko jega..hahaha...masuk skolah...mula timbul balik...haih...aku ni mcm2 akn pirol? hari ni gi sambut bday wafa lak...terkejut gak ble dijemput...aku ingat aku xkan coz aku slalu 'type' tu...aku pon terpkir la...nk gi ke x nak...aku takot aku xde kwn je...but...aku terpkir,ni last year kte...so,gi la...x kisah la apa perasaan aku ble aku sampai kat sana...janji aku datang ikhlas coz nk buat dia happy...pe..memang romantik gle la...haha...pirol2...x sangka aku...nak je aku pasangkan lagu naruto masa tu...makan2 jap sblum balik...memang kalau aku boleh,aku nak stay lama...but,aku x leh biarkan ayah aku menunggu...family kan...dia lagi penting...maaf sangt2 wafa...hadiah tunggu sebentar...otw...haha...jumpa ayah aku,dia sedap makan kat mahbub...haiyo dia tu..beli goreng pisang lagi kat tepi jalan tu sblum gi BV balik...sampai BV,beli kuih muih lg...wah2...ayah aku tanya,"nak apa2 x?"..aku kata nk kuih bakar but beli 1 je...coz takot jadi mcm last time,aku pelik 5,aku x sempat mkn,semua kena kebas oleh....ntah la sape..hahaha....kemudian,ambik kakak aku kat MAS...baru sampai rumah...balik2,mkn ubat...sembahyang jap..tido...then bangun balik tok sembahyang maghrip lak..pe..bangun2 tu memang aku rasa kebas...mcm 2-3 hari lepas...maybe effect ubat2...ni salah satu aku suka ble aku sakit...ubat2 tu buat aku x rasa apa2 dan buat aku x pkir apa2...care free je...tu sbb aku x betol sket khamis lepas nat...haha...mai ada kata,"syg aku xde awek"....dh nk buat cmne? aku x pernah ada ciri2 yg 'korg' nk...tipikal la...korg slalu nk yg cool yg hensem...betol x? aku ni pendiam...x hensem dan x cool...so? salah aku ke aku xde awek? skrg org banyak superficial je..kalau aku nk ada awek pon,biar la pemikiran dia mcm kwn amoi aku sorg ni...dia slalu pkir apa yg paling baik tentang aku...dan ble aku down,dia la yg akan risau...dia berckp ngan aku pon sbb dia tahu aku ni berperasaan mcm mana kat dalam...oh...korg jgn2 main2...aku ni nmpk je baik,mcm2 aku leh lakukan...dan aku masih bengang ble org tipu aku...lg2 org yg aku trust...kalau yg aku x trust buat pe nk peduli kan? rasa mcm diambik advantage la gak...but...biar la...aku ni memang cepat marah but aku cepat reda gak...so,kalau ko nk lupakan,aku pon boleh lupakan...ni aku ada buat beberapa minggu lepas...aku x pkir skrg begitu bermakna lagi...but post je la...

Here I am
There you are
Why does it seem so far
Next to you is where I should be
Something I
Want so bad
Know what's inside your head
Maybe I could see what you see


Gotta keep on believing
That everything takes time
I'll make up any reason
To make you mine
If you're staying or leaving
I'll follow your lead
So why keep pretending
Open your eyes
I can be what you need


Any kind of guy you want,
That's the guy I'll be
Turn myself upside down
Any kind of guy you want,
You know I'll agree
Turn your whole world around

Any kind, any kind
Any kind of guy you want
You decide
Change your mind
I will be there
Won't you try
One more try
Be my any kind of girl
You decide
It's alright
I will be there


You seem so hard to know
Say goodbye, say hello
Then you say that it's time to go
Changing my point of view
Everyday something new
Anything to get next to you


Let me know if I'm getting through
Making you understand
If it's wrong I'll try something new
Don't look away
Cause I'm here to stay
If it's a game
Then I'm gonna play

*khas tok seseorg yg disayangi di BB

Hero

Hah...since the ibadah camp..i've been feeling strange...juz a few words and it has got me confused...last week it begins...pirol told me something really disturbing..since then,i dun think i want to talk to girls anymore...im to gullible...people take advantage of me...i dun mind helping but if he/she has another purpose...like juz to use me to satisfy their needs...now,that...wut piss me off...i thought bout it for days...im not mad anymore though...but it still there...someone talk to me...her words are more then confusing...either be stupid and act like nothing ever happen...or be smart and distant myself....distant myself wasnt the best idea...but being stupid is...well...stupid....but i guess...humans r like that...it's ok..i'll talk with her when it is time...

well...today was something...i went for 2tion as usual...i dreamt bout this girl...i was really excited to meet her...when i arrived...well...standard human reaction...i got a bit shy...well...im always shy with girls...but this is..well..more shy...haha....if u know me,than...u'll know how i reacted...she was shy to...from the outside that is...it's been a long time since i felt being more shy with another girl...it was also then that i had my real convo with her...thx though...it was...interesting....

I'm no superman,
I can't take your hand,
And fly you anywhere you want to go,yeah
I can't read your mind,
Like a billboard sign,
And tell you everything you want to hear,
But I'll be your hero

Serching high and low,
Trying every road,
But if I see your face,
How will I know,yeah
I'll put my trust in fate,
That you will come my way,
And if it's right,
It's undeniable,

I can be everything you need,
If you're the one for me,
like gravity,
I'll be unstoppable,
I, yeah
Believe in destiny,
I maybe an ordinary guy with heart and soul,
But if you're the one for me,
Then I'll be a hero,

So incredible,
Some kind of miracle,
When it's meant to be,
I'll become A hero, oh
So I wait,
Wait,
Wait,
Wait for you!

Ibadah(?) camp...

Hah...memang letih gle la camp tu...maybe camp yg paling letih...aduhai...mcm2 la explain..mlm tu...ckp pasal dosa2 yg dilakukan...abg tu minta renung...rasa bersalah la gak...bnyk budak nangis...x tahu la hati aku dh keras sampai x nangis...tapi...memang rasa la bersalah...tapi nk buat cmne kan? kte x lepas dari buat dosa...ble mkn...nmpk kwn2 mcmm sedih...risau la gak...so...tanya la sket...x nk kata apa but rasa mcm perlu....sorg kata sedih tengok pic2 acheh....sorg lg...nmpk mata merah...but aku kenal dia ni jenis cmne...so,x tanya la....cuma wish slmt mlm je..laki mcm rilek je...so,x tanya la...

pagi,bangun qialmullai(betol ke eja?)...memang mengantuk...nasib baik x tertido masa sujud mcm masa darjah enam...boleh la tertido..pelik2...gi mkn jap...mel tanya,ok x? dia tahu2 je ble aku sedih walaupon aku sendiri x sedar....ada lagi ceramah...ramai lg budak nangis...aku admit...ada air mata keluar sket...aduh...memang jadi mangsa abg tu...malu gle...mel kata aku nmpk mcm nak nangis..ye ke? haha...cuak je kot...mandi jap..sbb sorg ni bg penampar kat belakang aku...kira mcm wake up call la...haha...'thx' sham...aku wangi lg apa waktu tu...then...gi la mandi...nmpk sorg ni masuk surau sorg2....aku dh penat berdiam diri...aku pon msg,ok ke?...dia jwb ok..but nmpk sngt x...risau la gak...akhirnya balik...anyway...aku admit...sejak beberapa minggu ni pon aku jadi secretive sket...aku tahu...ko kata private...juz hear this...maybe i can help? actually...i want to help...wednesday lepas...slapas yg aku sedih gle selasa tu...amoi ni kata,never keep it in urself...i know im not in the position to talk coz aku pon masih memendam...aku ada masalah sendiri...but aku x kisah tinggalkan masalah2 aku tok tlg sape2...lg2...kwn2 aku...it's ur choice...i wont force u...but,im rite here waiting for you,ok?

"...If I ask, will you answer? ...It's your problem. A deep, deep problem. I have no right to know. I don't have a method of stepping into the depths of your heart without getting it dirty. So I'll wait. When you want to talk, when you think it's okay to talk... Talk to me. Until that time, I'll wait." - Rukia Kuchiki

What You Mean to Me..

Before we start going to the main point of this post,mari bercerita sket...patutnya tulis minggu lepas...tapi x sempat...kata ini je la...seminggu lepas,memang aku rasa x bersedia nak datang skolah...bukan sebab rasa x study...tapi...aku cuma x bersedia dari segi rohani...rasanya...ada kat skolah yg perasan...tapi agak susah coz sejak kebelakangan ni....aku makin...ah...x yah cte la part tu...mari start ngan cte ari ni...bangun pagi tok gi bengkel fizik...pe...memang mengantuk...itu la..salah aku gak tido lewat smlm main internet...aduhai...xpela...gi je la...datang2 skolah,smua pandang aku pelik...aku pon pelik ar...then,nat tanya,"amir,asal ko pakai baju lain dari yg lain?"...aku pon..."huh"?...x sempat nk jwb...sori nat...ala..bukan xleh pon...datang kat teratak,gi kat mel,tdo...kemudian,masuk la dalam audi....pe...memang boring la....nasib baik naim ada...at least dia buat aku terjaga...kemudian...rehat...gi la kantin...toyol tu,aku pandang dia je tergelak...gle la dia tu...aku gi tandas sblum kembali ke audi...

tambah lagi mengantuk aku...aduhai...sabar je....msg jap...sblum kembali fokus....akhirnya smua dah balik...tinggal budak2 laki je...sblum diorg nk balik...diorg berkumpul kat dpan gate...azim naik ngan khadamul...qayyum naik ngan hakeem...dana sorg...azrul...x ingat...haha...masa mul nak kluar...pe...memang kelakar...dia dah la tengah pegang plastik air sirap dlm tgn dia...nk kluar kat pintu kecik tepi telefon skolah tu memang tinggi sket...dia tekan motor sampai jatuh airnya! hahahaha...nasib baik tumpah sket je....bukan setakat ni je...azim dah naik ngan mul atas motor...azim nk pass air kat faisal...tbe2,mul tekan motor,azim sampai nk jatuh! hahaha...cuak azim...muka jadi trauma...hahaha...ble tulis memang mcm x kelakar...memang kena berada kat situ la tok 'feel'...hahah

akhirnya tinggal aku ngan puga...fuh...bnyk benda aku belajar pasal dia....dia pon ada masalah dia ngan org lain rupanya...kesian kena tinggal dia sorg2...tapi terpaksa balik...balik2,mkn kfc ngan family...haha...tapi spanjang balik ke rumah...aku terpkir je pasal dia ni...ok,skrg masuk point sebenar...

sbenarnya...otw gi skolah...kat kawasan bangsar...nmpk la dia tgh lepak ngan kwn2...alamak...memang la 'down'kan aku...nak je aku msg dia waktu tu..tanya dia sihat x...dia nak kluar mana...dah nk tekan nama dia dlm hp...alamak...pkir balik...kalau aku libatkan diri dlm benda ni...akan tambah lg terok...aku tutup balik hp...kepala tersandar kat kerusi...ayah nmpk mcm nk tanya something....tapi dia x berkata apa2...dia tahu serba sedikit...tibe2...terpasang lagu yg ada dalam satu movie yg aku tengok beberapa ari lepas,StarStruck dalam kepala aku...nak je aku kata...aku nak bersama ko...aku perlukan ko...alamak...xleh....coz dia x mungkin faham...well,aku pernah buat dia cuba fhm...tapi dia lak yg kata mcm2...maybe perempuan memang cmtu...pilih yg hensem...yg cool...yg talkative....smua tiga aku xde....mayb tu sbb dia reject aku...well,thx to her...i felt an endless hatred...i told pirol that i want to get my revenge one day...but sham once told me to never get my revenge...i wont get anywhere....maybe she's rite...probably...si dia yg hancurkan aku...destroyed me until nothing's left...well,congrats to her..coz she was successful...i never thought i'll be in this position...hahaha....weird....i cant believe im saying this,i kept on complain and complain...kept on blaming her...how stupid can i be?

probably coz i never like anyone like i like her...i dun want to use the word 'love'...coz im still young...i dun even know wut love is...or maybe love is stupid? or im stupid? well wutever it is...i can be sure of one thing...i've never felt this lonely...probably coz i've never been in this kind of situation...a boy met a girl...she showed him kindness...the boy fell for the girl...the girl seems to like the boy..the boy didnt understand his feelings...the girl didnt understand that the boy didnt understand...had a fight...finally,the boy was left with nothing...the girl juz moved on with another boy & another skool...bla bla bla...a fool's story...diyanah once asked me,"kenapa ko x nk share?"...aku x terkata....Syaheela pon pernah kata,jgn pendam sorg diri....mayb aku dah pendam lama sngt...aku dh susah nk luahkan...atau hati aku je dah jadi batu? mayb aku tengah tunggu tok sorg ni....atau...aku cuma tengah tunggu kwn2 aku tok fhm...maybe dia dah berubah tanggapan terhadap aku...mayb aku je yg perasan dulu2...aku masih ingat lagi satu lagu yg ko kata ko suka dulu...ble kte kluar satu ari tu,ko bg aku dngr kat philips mp3 ko...tapi apa yg aku tahu xkan berubah...perasaan dan memori aku ble ko buat aku bahagia dulu...aku akan lepaskan ko...dan bergerak ke arah lain...memberi peluang kepada kaum perempuan skali lg...aku sayang ko selamanya(sbg kwn la skrg)...

Can't blame you, for thinking
That you never really knew me at all
I tried to, deny you
But nothing ever made me feel so wrong

I thought I was protecting you
From everything that I go through
But I know that we got lost along the way

Just know that, I'm sorry
I never wanted to make you feel so small
A story is, just beginning
We'll let the truth break down these walls
Oh, yeah, yeah
And every time I think of you
I think of how you pushed me through
And showed me how much better I could be

You make me feel like I'm myself
Instead of being someone else
I wanna live that everyday
You say what no one else will say
You know exactly how to get to me
You know it's what I need
It's what I need

Here I am, with all my heart
I hope you understand
I know I let you down
But I'm never gonna make
That mistake again
You brought me closer
To who I really am
So, come take my hand
I want the world to see
What you mean to me

Hari Guru 2010 / Di Persimpangan Dilema

Wah2..lmbt sket post kali ni...hari guru yg berjaya dilaksankan lebih kurang 4 hari lalu memang lain dari yg sblumnya...mayb gak coz kelas aku buat persembahan tok hari guru kali ni...well...aku x berharap nk berlakon...dpt jawatan backstage pon jadi la...hahaha...bukannya buat kerja pon...but syukur berjalan lancar smua...

5 DEDIKASI!

datang2 skolah memang berdebar la gak..1st time buat show...harap smua berjalan lancar je...jumpa nat...haha...tengok2 nat pon sakit...tu ar nat..aku dh kata jgn duk ngan aku...tengok sape sakit...hahaha...jaga2 la diri ye...then,hujan rintik2...en khairi suruh buat kat mini dewan...pe...memang panas cmtu..pn siti sarimah akhirnya kata "hujan sket je"...jadi smua kumpul balik...kelas aku kumpul kat teratak kjap sblum bergerak ke belakang perhimpunan...pe...tarian Nicholas,Andrew dan adik Nicholas tu,No Stress,memang bestnya! smart gle tengok...tapi diorg nyer kena gabung ngan kelas akunyer..mayb coz diorg dh buat bnyk sangat tarian...babak pirol memang best! lagi2 tambah lagu kelakar/sexy! hahaha! sori ye pirol! masuk babak cik teoh pula...wah2.."dissapear2!"...aku memang xkan lupa la dia mengjar aku dulu...sbb dia gak aku dpt A dlm sej PMR....akhirnya habis...babak kredit tu la malu gle..aku x biasa buat benda2 cmtu...merah muka aku ble Neetasha panggil nama...then...lepak ngan sham ngan faiz....sambung tengok tarian 'puppet' iklil lak...fuh! memang diorg dh lancarkan! smart gle...ada la budak2 bising kata diorg bajet la...but aku rasa diorg jelez je tu...then kteorg diberi rehat jap...lepak ngan wafa...bukan main happy aku bg dia hadiah...ble ada org ajak dia nk belanja,aku bela ar...lepak ngan toyol jap...bincang ngan dia hal2 'penting'...hahahaha...x abis2 ngan syg dia tu...ish..haha....aku slalunyer menyampah tengok org couple2 ni...tapi ble ngan diorg...aku rasa kelakar...hahaha...mayb coz diorg berdua kwn aku...sesuaila...toyol patut terima laki yg terima dia..then sambung perayaan...MUSICAL CHAIR!

pe...pertama kali tengok cikgu2 pon mcm budak2 gak...tolak sana sini...berebut kerusi...hahaha...akhirnya pn ooi menang...aku nk en zaki menang...ntah la...aku admire dia...memang kelakar la dia...jalan satu kerusi ke satu kerusi...sengaja x nk bg org duduk ngan cpat..hahaha...dh abis tu..aku lepak kat bilik kaunseling...x tempat nk pergi...ini la jadinya ble kwn baik sorg pengawas...mkn kek..fuh! sedap! thx kpada sape yg belinya...aku ingat nk lepak ngan 'dia'...tetapi aku pon sakit...aku masuk bilik kaunseling...duduk...pkir..."pe...bestnya kalau dpt lepak ngan dia skrg"...aku bnyk day dreaming...aku mengaku...haha....aku duk je situ tengok mel,sham ngan nadia buat kerja...nk tlg...tapi mcm xde mood..haha...side effect ubat...otak jadi woozy...ehm...tapi smua tu hilang ble jadi risau...sape x risau ble org yg kte ambil berat tbe2 jatuh sakit...yg pelik...simptom dia aku pon pernah mengalami tapi bukan masa demam...masa mula2 'matang' dulu...skrg...x tahu la...x ingat last kali ble kena....mayb ada kene mengena ngan blood pressure gak kot...well...tahu ler...dia kata jgn risau...well...kte kena la work in 2 ways...aku jaga ko...ko jaga aku...hahahaha...agak x malu kan??? sampai2 masjid,tengok2 xde air lak...aduyai...tercungap-cungap cari air...nasib baik sempat...balik2...terus tdo...tapi memang x tenang...asyik2 batok....pe...menyeksakan...sampai la skrg...tapi aku balik2 rmah tu...tengok2 ada file lagu dlm received files aku...pelik...sape pula yg letak ni...kalau dia,memang make sense...but...agak pelik kalau dia nk bg...kalau sorg lg tu nk bagi...itu lagi x mungkin...ntah la...tapi sape yg bg tu,memang pkir gak pasal aku...ntah sape....tadi aku keluar ngan family...aku asyik ternampak bayangan 'dia'...ehm...aku rindu dia lebih dari aku sedar walaupun dia dh tinggalkan aku...teringat lak lagu ni...

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