7 Things

Mcm2 la hari ni...went to petrosains...it was fun..it was years since i last went there..brings back memories...faisal was funny..he kept singing the dinosaur song..hahah..ble nak balik tu,our last ride..oh shoot...im the only guy..memang aku takot org pandang serong..tapi aku bukannya nk buat perkara x senonoh pon..ko leh trust aku sham? haha...but...had a migrain so i couldnt really enjoy...i knew from the morning that somethings is going to happen...it's juz like a hunch...hah...cant believe it came true...my hp strap went missing...damn it...i've search everywhere...i've retraced my steps but still couldnt find it...sori diyanah i had to drag u along...damn it...hah..it was sasuke's strap...very rare to be found...it's a gud thing it's juz a rm10 strap...i hope i can find a new one in johor...damn...and it was so young...thx 4 the ones who accompanied me along the visit...faisal...suresh...diyanah....i dun really like big crowds...someone gave me this opinion a few months ago..and probably,it's true...no matter...i dun really like when people say im 'sombong'...really....u guys should check how i am before saying anything...i like to be called a 'thinker'...i think a lot...even the most stupidest thing i could think millions of questions...and that's where i hate the most...still,with my low self-esteem,that's why im so quiet...but it depends...if u can talk to me,then i can talk to u...im not saying that im a god that u should approach...juz that...it really makes me happy if anyone..juz anyone...came & talk and joke around with me...i really appreciate it though...i know i shouldnt be doing this....it's not rite...many have told me 2 juz 4get bout her...even melissa said,"she's not worth of ur effort..."...my heart should be for another girl,like she said...even so...am i juz being stupid? one fren of mine keep saying gud things bout her...but the others would juz say..."i dun want to c u hurt.."...damn it...i wonder wut should i do...cut all ties with her? im not that kind of person...i've seen the effects on wafa years ago...i dun think i want to let anyone to feel the way she did...she does make me happy when i text her...but she already found a boyfriend 4 god's sake...i keep thinking...should i tell her how i really feel? no...she could never know coz she could never understand...and im still sitting her like a stupid wall...hoping for something that's never going to happen...we're to much the same(although i distinctively deny that,but almost everyone says we r),that's why i cant do anything...wait,can i? im still thinking bout it...here i am...admiring from afar...

I probably shouldn't say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it

It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain

But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear

The 7 things I hate about you

You're vain, your games, you're insecure

You like me, you love him

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks

And when you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It's awkward and silent

As I wait for you to say

But what I need to hear now

Is your sincere apology

And when you mean it, I'll believe it

If you text it, I'll delete it

Let's be clear

Oh I'm not coming back

You're taking 7 steps here

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your touch, your eyes, your old Levi's

And when our eyes met, I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hand in mine

When we're intertwined everything's alright

I want to be

With the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do

You make me love you