Hah...memang letih gle la camp tu...maybe camp yg paling letih...aduhai...mcm2 la explain..mlm tu...ckp pasal dosa2 yg dilakukan...abg tu minta renung...rasa bersalah la gak...bnyk budak nangis...x tahu la hati aku dh keras sampai x nangis...tapi...memang rasa la bersalah...tapi nk buat cmne kan? kte x lepas dari buat dosa...ble mkn...nmpk kwn2 mcmm sedih...risau la gak...so...tanya la sket...x nk kata apa but rasa mcm perlu....sorg kata sedih tengok pic2 acheh....sorg lg...nmpk mata merah...but aku kenal dia ni jenis cmne...so,x tanya la....cuma wish slmt mlm je..laki mcm rilek je...so,x tanya la...
pagi,bangun qialmullai(betol ke eja?)...memang mengantuk...nasib baik x tertido masa sujud mcm masa darjah enam...boleh la tertido..pelik2...gi mkn jap...mel tanya,ok x? dia tahu2 je ble aku sedih walaupon aku sendiri x sedar....ada lagi ceramah...ramai lg budak nangis...aku admit...ada air mata keluar sket...aduh...memang jadi mangsa abg tu...malu gle...mel kata aku nmpk mcm nak nangis..ye ke? haha...cuak je kot...mandi jap..sbb sorg ni bg penampar kat belakang aku...kira mcm wake up call la...haha...'thx' sham...aku wangi lg apa waktu tu...then...gi la mandi...nmpk sorg ni masuk surau sorg2....aku dh penat berdiam diri...aku pon msg,ok ke?...dia jwb ok..but nmpk sngt x...risau la gak...akhirnya balik...anyway...aku admit...sejak beberapa minggu ni pon aku jadi secretive sket...aku tahu...ko kata private...juz hear this...maybe i can help? actually...i want to help...wednesday lepas...slapas yg aku sedih gle selasa tu...amoi ni kata,never keep it in urself...i know im not in the position to talk coz aku pon masih memendam...aku ada masalah sendiri...but aku x kisah tinggalkan masalah2 aku tok tlg sape2...lg2...kwn2 aku...it's ur choice...i wont force u...but,im rite here waiting for you,ok?
"...If I ask, will you answer? ...It's your problem. A deep, deep problem. I have no right to know. I don't have a method of stepping into the depths of your heart without getting it dirty. So I'll wait. When you want to talk, when you think it's okay to talk... Talk to me. Until that time, I'll wait." - Rukia Kuchiki
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