The caring feeling..

1st of all...i want 2 wish my apek fren,azrul zamy HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! haha...dh 17 dh ko...stahun lg tok sampai tahap 'remaja tinggi'...hahaha...memang best ar khamis ari tu...minyak2 pon muka ko,xpe..ko slalu putih pelepak! hohohoh...ok,now the reason im writing this post...a few weeks ago,i found somebody...she was caring...at that time i thought maybe she's wut i need...but,i 4got bout 1 factor...she has a bf...and i thought the way she treated me was bcoz she understands me...i thought wrong...i dun blame her...i doubt anybody could...so,i moved on...but as i thought,i couldnt bare it for long...i was on the edge...so i thought,probably it couldnt hurt if i asked 4 somebody's opinion...i went 2 c one of the grown ups that i trust besides my family...my uztzah...she said some things...and that made me confuse...i went my days as usual...but i guess it showed on my face and somebody saw it...i called her the other day...she asked me wut was wrong...i was scared though...so i told her bit by bit bout wut was bothering me...i only told her 1/3 of my problems but she knew that there was more...i didnt know if i should tell her or not...but she was persistent and seems like she really cares...so i told her...bout my stupid probs...i finally crack when she said those words...so,she gave some advice...i know now that i could count on her...i'll try my best 2 do wut she told me to do...i dun know if it'll be easy but i'll try my best...i watched a show called Bones a few hours ago...the lead character named Bones has a partner called Booth..they solve murder cases 2gether...until they found out that Booth had a brain tumour...brain surgeries always had some problems and that made her very worried...it was really touching...i mean...it's kinda obvious that she cared 4 him...but she just doesnt realize it..it was really sad watching they hold hands while going into the surgery room...probably i was touched by the caring feeling that she showed 2 her partner...haha...well,this doesnt have anything to do with the one i told in my post here...i also watched one of our fav shows and the opening theme really reminded me of her...this is just in my opnion...D-Technolife by UVERworld

You've been hurt by an unhealed pain, in sadness
We'll go on being burdened with our undisappearing pasts
I hold your hand
Not abandoning life

Will we lost it all one day?
I want to protect you and your smile, but they're fading away
Even the voice that calls out to me is dying
The wind that follows along time disappears
I find you

You've been hurt by an unhealed pain, in sadness
"I can't smile anymore, I don't like people", don't say those words
A future that can't be seen will occur, there's meaning in that
For right now everything is fine as it is now; certainly you must notice that the time is coming
Just like someone who's rusty

Lying atop one another is futile
You said that you could live your life alone
You began to ache with the mundane kind words
So much that now they aren't coming to you

Wow, your hand that I'm holding
Wow, longs for a casual gentleness
Do you remember?
By knowing pain, you can be gentle to someone
Drive your life

You have been hurt by an unhealed pain, in sadness
"I can't smile anymore, I don't like people", don't say those words
A future that can't be seen will occur, there's meaning in that
For right now everything is fine as it is now; certainly you must notice that the time is coming
Just like someone who's rusty

How can I see the meaning of life
It's disappearing, you're the only...

You who are leaving, wished for it not to break
"I can't smile anymore, I don't like people", don't say those words
Now, by and by, I won't be able to see
There is meaning in all of that
We'll go on being burdened with our undisappearing pasts
Not abandoning life

You'd better forget everything
Remember... your different life?
You'd better forget everything
Remember... there's no going back
But wow, throughout time, one day, we'll understand
Like a warped memory