Shamshiasharlina

dh 3 minggu baru aku nk bls post ko tu...sori...bz ngan beberapa benda lain...

1.(aku ikut cara ko la...senang sket...)aku minta maaf slama ni aku asyik x abis2 sakitkan hati ko dari awal tahun...aku x leh kata aku x sengaja but aku x sedar...itu je...minta maaf...

2.yes....kte memang rpt dulu...i miss those times so much...yes,i agree...aku memang bodo sbb expect bnyk sngt dari ko...ko bukan tuhan...ko hanya manusia...ko xde jwpn yg aku perlukan...

3.ko pernah tanya aku "aku dh jahat ke?"...cmtu ke ko tanya? haha..aku x ingat...but something like that kan? no comment...u have to figure that out urself...coz i accept u 4 who u r inside...

4.hah! ko kata aku kutuk ko? ble bulan puasa? i dun think so...yes,aku mengaku...aku memang panas gle ble ko marah aku x semene-mene...but,aku x bls balik coz aku tahu ko marah2,aku yg mulakan rage ko tu...aku mcm budak kecik laki yg bodo...but,aku xde kutuk2 ko sampai mcm benci...aku confess,aku ada complain kat some people yg aku trust yg ko marah2 kat aku...i know,i shouldnt have done that...but,aku hanya complain...aku xde kutuk gle2...but,hey...ko pon bnyk kali kutuk2 aku...no offence...

5.oh and im sorry too 4 not being a fren earlier for when i should have been...i dun know if u even care but im sorry i couldnt please u...i tried so hard doing that till i lost my mind...

6.yes! sejak kebelakangan ni,ko memang dh berubah...u seem happy...so,who am i to take it all away? wut ever makes u happy,than im happy...coz that's wut frens do...support each other...

7.oh,ko tumbuk? sometimes sakit...tapi xpela...nasib baik ko kecik!

8.yes...im sorry to coz i cant be someone that u can open up to...i have 2 agree...i cant open up to u either...we did hurt each other so much...the fight did leave a scar...but,wut's done is done...

9.yes..dulu memang aku buat ko mcm milik aku...dulu,i dun get it why u're so mad...aku cuma ambil berat je....but,i understand...that's why i withdrew myself...i did find a way to care from a distant...but,that was then...aku memang laki...cuma aku lembut kan? panggil la pe ko nak..pondan...mcm pompuan...aku x kisah....bnyk org x fhm...kalau ambik sket masa tok kenal aku dlm2 pon susah ke? aku lembut...fine...i confess...but that doesnt mean im a coward...i know when it is neccesary to be tough and to be soft...(ni bukan tok ko sham...tok org lain yg x fhm)

10.dari awal kte kwn lg ko dh tahu tu? yg kte akan gaduh,jadi x rpt semua ni? i appreciate that u were always there 4 me..last year..literally...but answer me this...did u do all that,just bcoz u want to help or u have to help? and the dream? i dun remember...biasa la...org tua...haha...probably it did means that i dun need u in the future...but,mayb it have a diff meaning....but i dun care...even if it has come true...wut can i do? u have ur own way...ur own road...i dun want to be the 'bumb' in ur road....im just saying,u wont need me either...rite?

11.sori kalau ada terkasar bahasa dlm post ni...apa2 pon...thx 4 sharing those precious memories with me...i'll never forget them...well,most of wut i want to say is already written in the bday card i gave u...so,understand it well...

Finally,hope u can live on with ur life knowing that i'll never disturb u ever again...live ur own life...forge ur own destiny...but my doors r always open to u if u ever need help...u made me the boy i've become...harap ko bahagia...ngan ANAM! hahaha! thx 4 everything that u did...

*luv u sis...forever & always...