Find Yourself

Thats when you find yourself
When you find yourself
In some far off place,
And it causes you
To rethink some things.
You start to sense
That slowly you're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself.

When you make new friends
In a brand new town,
And you start to think
About settling down,
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell.
And you find yourself
That's when you find yourself.

Well you go through life
So sure of where you're heading,
And you wind up lost
And it's the best thing that could've happen.
'Cause sometimes when you lose your way
It's really just as well.
'Cause you find yourself
Thats when you find yourself.

When you meet the one
That you've been waiting for,
And she's everything
That you want and more,
You look at her
And you finally start
To live for someone else.
Thats when you find yourself

The lyrics to the song Find Yourself really reminded me of a fren of mine...so,i dedicate the song to her..haha...anyway,the post earlier i posted this evening was meant to iman...i mean,i made 4 iman...it really is sad...i know it's hard bro,but u've got to be strong...i've given all that i have...now,it's all up to u...this i one of the reasons why i hate most girls...giving false hopes....wut do u think 'we' r? not all male r strong...some just act strong coz of their egos...it is important to act strong but it does need to be control...back to the point,like me,iman too have a fragile heart...he has a big heart...love is blind and so is that girl and most girls...oh,plz...from wut i've seen,they all just want good looking man...rite iman? hmph! not many looks on the inside anymore...i want iman to never give up and keep his heart soft and kind-hearted...unlike me who has been torment by this girl...my heart is cold and dark...and maybe this is the best way...i hate most girls of course...probably the ones that's close...or far...no one knows...haha! why? well,nobody needs to know that...wut im so frustrated is that girl that has crushed my comrade's heart...how could anyone gives false hopes just like that? i mean,if u dun like the guy,just say it...how can she just drag him like that? i mean like saying he has a chance but from the start she already has another guy...i mean,plz...how can she treat him like she likes him eventhough she already has a boyfren? just treat him as a fren...was that so hard? if she could have done that,then he wouldnt be in so much pain...if she thinks him as a lil brother or as a best fren,then it's fine...but she only consider him as a normal fren...damn it...i dun know...just seeing him in pain reminded me when i was in pain and struggling...probably still is....the main point is,if u dun like that someone just treat that someone as a fren...dun go and flirt with the guy and pretend,"hey,im just being nice...dun blame me he thought otherwise"....seriously,i hate those kind of people...but...i can only hope the best for him...for iman...as 4 me,im still struggling with my old crush...well,i cant really say the new one is crush...im only attracted to her...how she smiles...and how she laughs...haha...and somehow she overwrites most of my dark feelings towards my old crush...i dun want to say i love them both...coz that will just sounds like im a player or some sort...attracted and crushing r 2 diff things! probably she'll help me find myself? haha...dun know...we'll just c in a few weeks maybe? :)