ehm...i wonder....i think im too 'open' about things in my head....maybe that's why i dun get many frens that i can trust...each time when i thought i could trust someone then, BAM!!!
he/she 'hits' me behind my back....damn...i cant take this anymore....maybe,i should lie to myself....maybe i should lie to others...then,they will truly accept me....it's been 4 years...i havent got anyone who i can truly trust....ehm....maybe that 'article' trishna gave me was true...i am destined to be alone...if that is how it is,so be it....i cant take this.....probably this will be my last entry bout my feelings....so,i should close back my heart....wut's the use? even if i 'open' it to someone,it doesnt matter....sori mel,efi,but looks like im not the person u thought im gonna be....
6 comments:
AMIR DANIAL PUTERA!!
aku x smpat nak comment ko dh delete blog ko! huh!!
wats wrong with u??
apasal negatif sgt??
wats dat pasal trishna??
x slh klau ko nak show wat ur feeling.
it's not wrong!!
i2 lbh baik drp tipu diri sendiri n jd org laen.
btw,aku xde kredit skang.
Sori!! sori gak aku x dpt jwb bila ko phone. busy masa 2.
Just because i don,t reply any of ur messages or calls doesn't mean i'm ignoring u or i don't like u anymore. i really am busy. I still love u ok?? don't be like dat. ko ckp mcm 2,mcm org nak suicide!! U PROMISE!! ko dh janjikn!! get out of that negatif n depressed hole ur in. If ur not gonna do it urself,i'm gonna slap u senseless!! understand!!
-chibi-
thx!
is it not wrong?
i wonder...
aku ingat ble ko x jwb tu,ko dah jijik ngan aku...
mcm a certain someone pernah buat kat aku dulu...
a promise is a promise!
i've promise u...
i need my frens help to get through this life...
but at the same time,i dont want to burden u....but thx...
this comment proves me wrong about u huh?
probably i should trust u more...
tq!
betol kecik! tak pape kalo ko nak expresskan feeling kau.. ko jgn jadi org lain la.. be urself! kami sentiasa ada dan sedia membantu yg termampu..
(aku serious ni tau. tak main2)
Wei,da bpuluh kali aku ckap kat ko,kalo kite bkawan,yg paling important is sincerity!Doesn't matter if orang tu x treat ko same dgn ape yg ko wat kat die coz aku pcaye,kalo kite ikhlas,God will grant our wih,our hope...Sbenarnye,x de org yg boleh wat plihan whether the person is important tu ur or not..only u,urself boleh wat plihan tu..nobody else can..
ehm...it's hard knowing that u r SO diff from everybody else...just cant seem to fit in...
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