Juz That Girl!

there's someone that keeps me going...and i juz want to write this post to her...haha! ***!

Sometimes it feels like
everybody wants
something from me
But don't understand
I can only be one person
That's Danny
Got game got fame
got everything in this world I need
but the girl I don't know her name
cause I've only met her in my dreams
But I'm gonna find her cause she's

She's just that girl
the one that's dancin' through my mind
she's just that girl
the girl that I've been tryn to find

Something happens when you groove
earth beneath you starts to move
It's so bad I'm lookin at you

it's crazy how you work that frame
you and me we could change the game
what's your secret what's your name

To me you are a star
when you move you're off the charts
you've already won my heart

you with me you're the star
you don't have to play the part
you can be just who you are

Just that picture in my mind I see
And i can't wait for the day we meet
baby we'd be so fly baby just you and I
i wanna give you the world cause you're

Just that girl
her style is crazy she's a dime
and it's almost like i can see her
she's just that girl..

she rocks my world...

You'll think of me...- Keith Urban

So far...the days has been quite boring...and i've been stressing lately...the wedding was great...my cousin finally got married...haha...sesuai la...F and F...semoga bahagia Abe Long...after we 'berlarak'/'berarak'...me & my pops got home...a song came into the radio...you'll think of me by keith urban...it brings back memories...i was sad of course...it was also bcoz i was at my kampung...so many memories...here goes...

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

Anywhere but Here...

Is this the end of the moment
Or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be?
Or maybe be
Everything that I never thought could happen
Or ever come to pass and
I wonder

Is this a natural feeling
Or is it just me bleeding
All my thoughts and dreams
In hope that you will be with me or
Is this a moment to remember
Or just a cold day in December?
I wonder
If maybe
Maybe I could be
All you ever dreamed, cause you are

Beautiful inside
So lovely and I
Can't see why I'd do anything without you, you are
And when I'm not with you
I know that it's true
That I'd rather be anywhere but here without you...

When it's still there...

"Our greatest enemy is our ownself"....or so they say....everyone must have struggle with something in their lives...to determine wut's rite or wrong...how confusing...even in love...a fren of mine once asked me that do i really like the girl im crushing on or is just a simple attraction? coz she kept saying things that i dun know much bout the well being of the girl im crushing on...i said back,wut gud will it bring? she's never gonna be mine again...so,why should i care? each day i struggle to not care 4 her...each day i force myself to turn the other cheek...although i still want to care 4 her...but i cant...i tried 2 moved on 2 another girl,but it doesnt work...the feeling is just still there no matter wut i do...i dun hate her...just being loyal? haha...i wish i could be player..that way,i wont be hurt by anyone...my heart would be as tough as stone...but no..im to fragile...wut kind of guy am i? she's all i think about...haha..how more dumb could i be...just gotta keep quiet...that's all that i can do,rite toyol? When u really care bout someone,it's hard to walk away...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do..

A Trip to ehum2...

Hah...1st i like to dedicate this for sham and her hubby...sorry lmbt gle....baru dpt on properly...well...it's for anyone who is in love...so,ambik ni...something i came across a little while back...just feeling like posting it....

There's somethin' that
I've got to say
You're always with me
Even though, you're far away
Talkin to you on my cell
Just the sound of your voice
Makes my heart melt
Oh girl, well it's true

I'm all about you
I'm all about us
No, baby, you never have
To question my love

And every night
There's a new crowd
But it's always you
That I'm singing about
There is only one these words
Are going out to
Oh girl, I'm all about you

I know you worry sometimes
Some other girl will make me forget you're mine
There's not a doubt in this world
That anyone could take the
Place of my number one girl

When i close my eyes i can see you
It's like your right here
And this feeling's only gettin' stronger
You're with me everywhere

so,i just got back from a place...well..it's a very develop place...it's a bit advance compared with malaysia...but trust me,even though it's kinda advance in economic and all that stuff,but the way they treat their tourist REALLY bad...i dun even get why people come to that place...the day when i was going to that place,i already had a bad feeling bout going there...in my experience,whenever i feel something bad is going to happen,it was always the ooposite...but not since this few months...i dun want to go to that place again..well,it has some nice scenery but i just cant stand being discriminate...argh...wutever..eventhough everywhere i turn,people were staring rudely,i kept my mind positive and gave them the same look...haha...damn those kind...i keep reminding myself,wut would *** do...hehehe....i just kept thinking bout her...

Why Do I Love You?

Hah...it's going to be valentine's day in 2 days...i dun celebrate it but it couldnt hurt to give presents 2 my loved ones...

Nat : my psychologist

Syairah : my social adviser

Sham : my 'cat'

Wafa : my 'bonded sis'

Melissa : my big/lil sis

thx guys 4 everything..but this doesnt mean i'll stop asking 4 help...hehehe...so far,i would like 2 tq 4 everything u guys did 4 me...looks like everyone is growing up...haha...even suresh has a new 'awek'...jega has one too...but they probably broken up already...even shafeeq has a secret admirer...wah...let me asked u this,wut would u do is someone asked u to be his/her gf/bf? well...i was confused at 1st...but...wut i do know,i dun want to accept when knowing i have somebody else in my heart...im not the type of person who just accept when somebody asked to be a couple...let's take this 4 an example...i like somebody...then,a girl asked 2 be her bf...i cant say i dun like the girl..but even if i accepted the girl,it would only be torturing 4 her...i would be constantly thinking bout another girl...and not pay attention 2 her...it would be better if i just stay alone...i cant let anyone carry my probs especially when they dun want to...i only trust on 2 ways kind of relationship...kinda like wut sham has....stupid affections...i've been thinking bout wut toyol said...bout me being ego with the girl i like...im still considering it...am i being 2 ego? just want to be loyal...if that's the case why do i think bout her everynite? i want 2 moved on...toyol asked me to try and like another girl...she gave a few options...im still thinking bout it...2 out of 6 is in my mind...but..im kinda scared...but if i dun try,i'll be like this until she's out of my life...wut do i do...it'll be easy if i could just end all of this..if only i could cut out my heart...wut to do...love can make u crazy...haish...here,i dedicate this 4 u...other than that,my skool ada buat merentas desa...best gak....i got to guard 1 of the checkpoints..i got 2 team up with 2 of my juniors...Hidayah and Zabira...just wut i expected from hidayah...she has a ton of BSB videos...haha...memang satu gang...then,2 girls came with us,Sasha and Atiqah...Sasha got her ankle sprain 4 being to hyper...believe me,it was funny! haha.....but she was in pain,so i kept quiet...but she saw i was laughing..haha...chill la...on our way back,in En Zairol's car,a song was played..Boys like Girls feat Taylor Swift,2 is better than one....it was a really nice song..that song...the lyrics really reminded me of someone...wutever...

Suddenly she's
Leaving
Suddenly the
Promise of love has gone
Suddenly
Breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made memories together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don't even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should've told me
Why did you have to be untrue
Why do I love you like I do

Ain't gonna show no
Weakness
I'm gonna smile
And tell the whole world I'm fine
I'm gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
I'll be crying for you

Can't go back
Can't erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you..

Heart Speaks First

What a crazy week....1st,i went to skool my wearing the wrong shoes...then,i cant sleep....then i forgot to wear my deodorant...haha..haih...it's a gud thing the day when i didnt wear my deodorant,i wasnt sweating so much...oh,and i have to make a presentation yesterday...i dun know if i did great or bad..i heard most people comment that i was 'bajet' or 'over'..i dun know...probably i was...but mirza said that i did well..."u've come a long way"...haha...thx mirza...well,at that time,the only thing in my head was,if couldnt be brave enough to do this,how long will i'll be like this...i didnt do it to make people praised me...i do it coz it might helped me in the future...but im still shy...that's one thing i want to keep...i know when to be quiet and when to be loud...but i dun want to be angry to the people who stabbed me in the back...coz i know,most of them r my frens..."then,they dun really know u",mirza said...well,that's true...i've been through a lot...and i still am...so,kalau ada yg x puas hati,ckp je la depan2...nama pon kwn...buat pe nk simpan,tol? aku terima je...dan kalau aku buat korg tersinggung ke,aku leh ubah sket...but,u guys should know that my 'heart speak first'...usually,when people fights,they say things they didnt mean...they act the way they normally shouldnt...so,korg2,fhm2 la...kalau ada yg yg marah ke bengang,kte leh bincang...and korg pon patot tahu aku ni jenis yg mcm mana dari hati...i got this song and it really captures my situation with someone a few years back...but i guess,the lyrics can be bend in the condition im in...if only i wrote this lyrics sooner..i guess,now i've lost u...eh,sham,aku ada bg ko lagu ni kan? aku bg coz aku takot aku meletop ble2 masa...but,kalau ko nk buang,buang la...

Standing on the other side of the road,
With a tear in your eye.
Wishing that I didn't act the way I do,
Took it too far this time.
I was filled with emotion.
Instead of giving you space,
Threw it in your face,
You just wanted me closer,
But I pushed you away

It's hard for me to function when I know you're sad
Like a robot in rain.
And even though the hurts we feel was all my bad,
It still drives me insane, (It's making me crazy)
Do you know that I love you?
That I need you to be there,
Like a table needs chairs, my love.
After all that we've been through,
Please don't let it all slip away

I made you scream,
I made you cry,
I shouldn't have taken the stars from your sky.
We're still a team,
As much as it hurts.
Remember that they're only words,
My heart speaks first.
So baby whenever it hurts,
Remember that they're only words,
My heart speaks first..