Last week was orientation week...it was fightening...trying to get along....trying to meet new people...trying to adapt...the 1st night felt like forever...I couldn't sleep...the next day was orientation...there were lectures the whole day...but I went back home later that evening...
My classes started yesterday...it was less frightening...but once I got back to my rented house,everything seems to be upside down...although I had a friend from Taylor's sharing a room with me, 'that' feeling didn't go away...pictures of the ones I cared about keep popping in my head...and everytime,a tear will come out...I just hope this feeling won't last for too long...I tried asking a few of my friends...and each of them gave a different answer...it was sad though...it felt like I was dissapointing them...but they kept saying that this feeling will go away and I was lucky enough that I could still see my family on the weekends...I know that and I keep telling myself that there are others who suffered more than me...but the feelings still didn't go away...this is only the 2nd day...I jus hope by next week,it will disappear...but for the people who gave me advice and are so patient with me, I just want to say that I really appreciate it...thank you :)
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