Overestimate...

As time goes by, I think the number of the people I can trust is getting less and less...the other day, there was a class...I went to my usual seat and getting ready for the class and the arrival of the people who always sat beside me...most of them didn't came..I think there was only two of them...So I asked them to sit beside me, but one of them said that I was boring because I was too quiet...like that wasn't hurtful enough, they went and sit beside the people who resented me...

I know I'm quiet...I know I'm boring...for years I've struggle to become more talkative...and I thought they were more mature than this...looks like I've overestimated them....all of them...

Even in my school years I've gotten that kind of insult from other people...and it's true, I don't have many friends but many enemies...just because I'm quiet...just because I'm different...like I said before, it's like high school all over again...what can I do right? It's their wish to hang out with anyone they like...and it's not me...so be it...I gave them to many chances already...enough is enough...just when I thought they were my friends...guess now, they 'were' my friends...I value our friendship but if this is how they value ours, then it's not worth it...