It's true,i am paranoid...i think a lot...it's damaging me...things haven't been right for me lately...i keep searching for that something again...once i found it,i'll ruined it...
Probably for them,i'm their nightmare...it's true what one of their friend said...everytime i get close to one girl,i'll begin to talk to her a lot...and i'll ruined the friendship as fast as i create it...it isn't right...i am not right...i'm trying to stand but i feel like i keep falling down...probably i'm not meant to have people around me...i don't know...i tried to get close but instead they're are like so far away from me...there's nothing i can do...
As long as i don't feel complete....i could never get this problem solve...as long as this problem exist it's better if i just shut myself from the world...
I don't deserve anyone and i should know better...i'm just a nightmare...
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