Silent wanderer...

Silent wanderer...

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Mohd. Shafeeqdeen.

Well,there's not much to story...i guess i just tell what i can remember...hahaha

Form 1! I saw u seating quietly at the back with Zhi Yang,Lam,Aiemen and Sanjeev right? i dont quite remember...u guys were always so noisy...just having fun huh? hahaha...even at that time ur marks were not average...u were on my list of the people i wanted to beat...but still u were so far away...

Form 2! Kau naik kelas...cis...hahaha...we dont really see each other much for 2 years right?

Form 4! We started to talk more often...i told u about my deeper problems...u said that u once have it and u've solved it...u dont want me to be so depressed all the time...kan???

Form 5! U sit beside me...and i share with u some things that was bothering me...and once u said that i dont listen to ur advice and that's why im so miserable...u told me to try and use ur advice...and i did tried...and i didnt complain anymore...i tried to focus more on my studies...u didnt came for most of the school events...so it was a bit boring though...but kau datang semua lawatan kan? ingat lawatan ke tunku abdul rahman memorial tu? hahaha...best woh...kau buli je aku bila aku makan lambat kat gerai melayu tu...ingat yang ada kuiz sebelum kita balik tu? kau x dapat menang apa-apa kan? hahahaha...kesian kau...but history was never ur best subject...dont worry...then ada lawatan ke KLCC pulak...i dont really saw u that day...u keep running off with ur gang...hahaha...then there's our teacher's day...what did u do on that day huh? hahahaha...but u did support the actors...kerja kita tidur kat belakang kelas je kan...i didnt show it..but u? hahaha...hampir setiap kelas kena marah...but it was fun...hahaha...cikgu xleh ar marah kau kan...kau still dapat tinggi dalam results...aku x sangat...cis...but kau memang x habis2 kacau aku secara diam2 kan...bila aku tanya,kau mula buat muka...hahahaha....but i really do miss ur jokes...if u,jega and pirol r together,that would just would make me burst into laughter...u guys can really make jokes...hahah...sometimes when i sit alone...u'll shout,"oi amir! come sit with me la!" or "oi! u ok ar?"...sometimes...that really made me felt a bit better...but i still couldnt tell u...coz i dont want u to be busy with my same old problems...u once said to me,"orang lain pun ada masalah sendiri,so u just tell us ur problems..." but i told u,"sebab orang lain ada masalah sendiri la aku x nak bagitahu aku punya"...but u still ask me to tell...hahaha....thx btw...sometimes bila kita exam,u will be involve in some of the convos when people cheat...seriously,i dont like when people cheat...but in ur case,i let it go coz even if u dont cheat,u will still get high points...hahaha...

It always seems like u didnt do anything before the exam but u did,didnt u? u were always at the top...i always wondered,how did u managed to get those high marks? i tried and i tried but i never could reach to ur level...hahaha....but im still trying...so,dont u worry...so,i just wanna say...thanks for everything that u've done for me...i really do appreciate it..bila kau ambil berat pasal aku dan bercakap dengan aku,aku dah cukup bahagia...im gonna miss hanging out with u...good luck for ur future and thank you :)

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