Different?

huh....i just dont get the guys(and girls) at my skool...They r treating me differently from anyone else...why?I ask my so-called bff why she and the others r treating me differently....guess wut she answered........she said that im different...she said that if anyone wants to talk to me they will think twice before saying anything to me...wut do they mean?is it got to do with me being sentimental and stuff?is wrong for me for being sentimental?ive lost so many precious things in the last 4 years..how could i not be so sentimental?they just dont get me...for them,im just a freak....or at least that's what my used-to-be friends called me...i ask sue yin to help me ask my so-called-bff wut does she mean that im different...she said that im "not shy"...wut does she meant?even if im different from them,but from what way?for them,being different is weird...just great...this tuesday i got an intervensi test and i havent studied yet..and just this afternoon,i heard that my crush has a new BF since friday/thursday..great....she only thinks me as her friend...she doesnt have a clue that i like her...i can only support her...she cant love a guy like me...a 'freak' like me...i bet even her new bf is hot...coz her ex is hot...im not....im happy for her,i really do that she has forgotten about her ex,but i feel sad coz she doesnt like me...she will never like a guy like me...coz im different....damn it.....