Outing At OU

Pause on the friend's posts for a while...well,i went out with a few of my old frens last saturday..well,it was fun..it's been a long time since i laugh that hard...tq guys for making my day that day..

they were late of course..i suspected as much..haha...siot hasif! tipu aku! haha...kevin met me first..followed by arif and hasif...we went to eat coz my tummy was rumbly..haha! we talked bout hasif gfs..haha..siot dia tu...soon afterwards,andrew join...more stories bout hasif came out...the restaurant was small so it was kinda embarassing coz we're the only ones laughing our heads off...even the cashier look at us in a weird way..i didnt want to watch a movie coz we didnt have much time or so i thought...we played pool then some bowling..as usual,i got the lowest marks...we went eating again...arif wanted to eat..we talked bout our future and how we've change..syed ask me if i still watch the shows that i watch when i was in primay school...i said that i still watch some of them..hasif said that i havent change...well,a part me said that i still havent but a part of me said that i have..so much things has happen since i last saw them....haha...after we ran out of money...we walked around..arif offered to send me home...but i had other plans with my dad...so,we juz walked around...until 6..while we were walking around,there were some girls who were photo shooting for the cleo magazine..they were,well,beautiful of course...models...biasa la kan...i didnt care much coz i already had a beauty back home...oh..syed showed afterwards...he and hasif told me to talk to one of the girls coz they said the girls would not suspect me for trying to hit on them...i didnt want to..i was never gud with girls...they remembered so,instead we went chasing after this one particular girl..woh! she was tall! before that,she was behind us..hasif told us that why not we c where she goes...prob we can learn something...me and kevin were at the back when we weregoing down the escalator...and we both said,"which girl?"...hasif point at the back of us..we both turn our heads at the same time..and i guess the girl noticed...haha! so,we let her walked pass us and we watch her..but after the discussing bout her,we lost her...haha...tu la..x fokus...it was almots six..andrew went home..and they were waiting for me to go home...we should have watch a movie...but i guess...x tahu la..finally we seperated between the old wing and the new wing...coz i dun want arif to walked all the way on the other side of the building juz to send me coz his car was at the new wing..so,me and kevin waited at the taxi stand..kevin went home 1st...i walked around...went to the surau..juz looking around...after bout half an hour,i went home and sleep...it was tiring...but it was fun...it's gud seeing that my frenship with them hasnt change...

Nurul Afiqah

Efi! aduh! kwn kelate ku! mana aku nk mula..

mcm diyanah,kte jumpa time kakak aku memperkenalkan aku kat ko la kan? aku nk bajet macho je..masuk f3,kte sama kelas kan...

x mcm diyanah,aku terus rpt dgn ko masa kte dlm kelas 3 jujur...ingat lg benda yg aku tulis tok wafa tu,aku x ingat aku ada bg ke x wafa baca..but ko baca je,ko cuba nk memahami sbb aku tulis benda tu..ko dgr je aku merepek...ntah apa sbb aku merepek...aku emo sngt kot time tu...ko bnyk je bg nasihat...but akhirnya dlm pertengahan tahun,ko x tahan dgn sikap aku kan...ko ble nk ckp dgn aku pon mcm nk marah...hah...sape x kan? aku asyik dgn benda bodo yg sama je...x abis2...kte x ckp bnyk dh kan lepas tu? coz aku tahu ko marah dgn aku..plus,kte kena fokus dgn pmr....so,aku x bgtahu sape2 dh...aku pon fokus dgn pmr...ingat lg,ada seminggu tu,aku x layan perempuan langsung! coz aku bengang gle...well,berjaya gak..coz aku tenang sket...tp,x sangka yg cara aku layan perempuan time tu,memberi kesan kpada ko...ko tension gle kan? sampai shari x ckp dgn aku...balik2 rumah,aku msg gle2 panjang...aku ckp sori je..ko x bls,jadi aku anta lg...tengok2,ko xde kredit..ek ele...apa la..haha..tp aku terima kasih la coz ko sanggup dtg jauh2 ke OU untuk sambut bday aku time tu...

masuk f4,lg jarang kte ckp...coz ko dpt masuk cekap..aku x....tp aku bergembira gak..at least x tension sngt..but,probs aku x hilang..instead tambah lg teruk...tp aku x ckp dgn ko bnyk sngt...memandangkan ko dh masuk cekap...aku cuba selesaikan sorg diri...tp nmpknya,semua benda yg aku buat...akhirnya,hati aku sendiri yg jadi keras...aku degil...even ko ckp,aku xdgr advice org...tp,walaupon hati aku keras..ko tetap dtg kpada aku untuk minta advice tentang pelajaran..ko still bgtahu aku masalah ko...aku hargainya...but masuk f5,stiap kali aku kol ko,tentu aku ckp pasal si 'kecik' kan? ko slalu tanya aku,"asal ko masih cte pasal dia?"...sampai la aku sedar...aku dh x ckp pasal dia kat ko..instead aku ckp pasal nat! ingat? haha...ko pon dh mcm dh x marah aku ble aku ckp pasal org lain...tbe2,ble nk dkat trial...aku bangkitkan balik pasal 'dia'...ko tanya aku,"bukan ko dh rpt dgn nat ke?"....aku pon x cte dh dgn ko..sampai la spm kan? ko dtg ke skolah jap....tengok2 aku dh dgn dia...terkejut kan? haha..

aku hargai atas smua nasihat yg ko bg...aku akan simpannya di dalam hati...terima kasih ye! gud luck untuk future ko!

Mohd Faisal Afifi / Nur Asyraf Zai

Faisal & Acap! hah..1st time aku jmpa korg,korg asyik berkepit je(seingat aku)..nmpk innocent je..x sangka yg ko pon minat cte yg aku minat kan,acap? memang susah nk cari org yg minat same cte...

aku mula lepak ngan korg kan? stiap kali rehat,kte akan gi tandas kat blok sbelah...xde kerja je..haha...ble nk masuk f2,aku bg pinjam cd btol? hahaha...aduh...time tu memang lawak ar...korg dua memang x sangka ada benda 'sebegitu' dlm cd tu kan? apa dh dulu ko ckp kat aku,acap? ko buka cd tu dan sket lg mak ko nk ternmpk kan? haha..nasib baik..mati aku nanti...

tengok2,lpas tu,org lain pula mula pinjam...masuk f2,aku dh x tahu gi mana cd tu...samada aku dh buang...atau kakak aku jumpa dan buangkan...apa2 pon,biar la...aku lega benda2 tu dh hilang...

masuk f4,acap pindah...dan tinggal faisal...mcm2 aku bercte ngan ko kan faisal? sori aku x dpt tlg lbih drpd tu...aku pon x cukup berpegalaman lg...akhirnya,ko bersemangat balik dgn sendiri...

faisal...aku memang berterima kasih gle la...spanjang lima tahun kte kwn,ko x abis2 buat aku gelak...

acap,thx atas advice2 ko...ada yg aku ingat lg...ada yg aku dh lupa..sori! haha...

apa2 pon,thx korg berdua atas sgalanya...gud luck tok future! sori if aku ada buat korg tersinggung dlm apa cara skali pon...

Nur Syafiq Nasrun & Abdul Hakim Mazeli

Aku start ngan syafiq dulu...

Syafiq! mcm khai,kte sama kelas waktu form 1 je kan...hah...mcm2 la yg ko buat tok kacau aku dulu...ko pon sama...waktu sej je,ko tentu tdo...dh la ko duk depan skali...haha...ntah mcm mana...cikgu x pernah perasan...bukan aku je,smua org ko kacau...masa form 2,ko pindah masuk cekal...even berbeza kelas pon,ble aku dtg masuk tok time agama,mula la ko kacau aku..."jaring2"...ko bersepakat ngan acap and kahi...kan? haha..mcm2 la ko...

Hakim! nerd yg ada 1 package! haha...bukan aku yg panggil tau...dulu ada org panggil ko tu...aku lupa dh sape...time form 3 memang kucar-kacir sket kan? sori sngt kalau aku buat ko tersinggung time tu...aku pon agak bengap time tu...aku x ckp ngan ko lpas tu sampai la f5 kan? aku malu sngt2...sori ye...

thx korg 4 the memories....thx gak sedikit sbnyk korg telah mengubah aku...thx 4 everything...gud luck in ur future!

Mohd. Khairi Mohd. Zi

Khairi! Orang yg pertama yg 'cool' kwn ngan aku swaktu form 1....mcm mana dh aku pon lupa...mcm mana ko dpt duduk sbelah aku at 1 jujur...emmanuel nk tukar tempat kan?

Ko yg 1st yg aku dpt cte pasal anime seingat aku...aku dulu ketinggalan gle2 dlm bab naruto dan aku baru nk kenal bleach....trimas kpada ko...aku dh maju dlm naruto and sampai ke bleach pon aku jadi super fan...walaupon kte x ckp bnyk waktu dlm kelas time tu,tapi memang seronok ada kwn yg mcm ko waktu tu...aku x ingat tapi stiap kali time rehat,ko menghilang...atau ko lepak ngan kwn2 ko cuma aku x sedar...hahaha...

ada skali ko minta aku teman gi 1 amanah(kot)...tu 1st time la aku mula nmpk muka2 org di atas...hahaha...(jahatnyer bunyik)...ko nk jumpa sape dh...itu pon aku dh lupa...hohoh...

oh2! sori ye pasal kak zafira ngan abg ko tu...aku rasa time tu aku tersilap tafsir...hehe...

dulu,pn azira suka sngt kenakan ko kan? slalu suruh ko bangun baca puisi2 tu...dan time sej,ko slalu suruh aku cover tok ko...ko sorok belakang buku and tdo..hahaha! nasib baik aku leh tahan mengantuk...klu x,kte berdua kena ngan cikgu...

tp ko,memang aku berterima kasih la...ko tlg aku ngan si 'dia' yg aku suka masa tu...ko bg nasihat smua...walaupun time ko prank dia,aku patot defend dia,but aku pon nk tergelak...haha....biarla...x menjadi pon coz tahun kemudiannya,dia diambil oleh sorg kwn aku ni...

masuk form 2,ko naik ke cekal...aku kekal di jujur...sjak tu,kte dh x ckp bnyk dh kan? sampai la tahun ni,kte dh mula jumpa lebih dari sekadar bersalaman...percaya la,aku memang gembira ble ko kata,"x ramai yg aku leh ckp pasal anime mcm ko"...ko mungkin x ingat kot...tapi,thx...

aku memang minta maaf gle kalau aku bnyk buat silap kat ko...aku tahu..aku ada dgr time form 3 ko x suka sngt aku...aku minta maaf sngt2...and aku nk ucapkan terima kasih 4 everything...trimas 4 the memories....trimas 4 the anime stories...gud luck in ur future! keep in touch ye! one last time! afro! haha!

Friends Post

From now on,i'll write bout my experiences with everyone that i met along my chap in BB...i'll start when i get some inspirations..haha

Count On You...

I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hah! Finally! 9 subs have done! only 1 more left! oh! ada satu post yg asyik2 tertangguh...nak masuk dua bulan dh kan? hohoho...actually...aku x tahu nk tulis apa...coz aku dh slalu tulis pasal ko...u're the only one who didnt notice...well...let's start from the beginning...f3 rite? some say it started when we were f3...i dun actually remember...org tua kan...hahaha

start f4..mcm2 jadi...we fought and fought non-stop...we were so close of becoming enemies arent we? everything i did,u will get mad...and everything u did,i will get mad...although my intentions was good,but i admit it...i express it in the wrong way...

after a lot of spying...a lot of thinking...i finally give in and decided that wut i was doing was wrong and i should apologize..u finally forgive me in the end of last year...

i tried to move on...i tried and tried...but i still couldnt get u out of sight(jahatnya bunyi)...

at the start of this year,2010...i secretly hope to be in a seperate class...sori...but my feelings were mix at that time...but PSS came and c us,the f5,and said that we shall be in the same class as last year...a part of me wanted to jump! but a part of me told me not to...and not to expect anything...i juz go on as usual...i dun know how...but bcoz of u...i started to tie back my frenship with my old 'crush'...i started to c other girls in new ways...and after several months of advice given by a few people...i started to be happy...then,suddenly....'he' came and started to disrupt my plan and crush ur heart...that was on the day that u were having a cold and u hold my hand with ur blazer...we were skipping physics when u told me that 'he' doesnt seem to want to contact u...i was like,"wut is his problem?"...but i didnt say anything...i thought that it might hurt u or my cover will be blown...seriously,it takes a lot of planning to do my acting tau! thx to syaheela and jega...and almost everyone who knew...

then...dtgnya...our trip to KLCC...the day before that,we kinda fought rite...i spoke something that hurt ur feelings huh...well...it kinda hurt mine too...during our trip..all that i was thinking was to walk with u...but my plan failed...coz u kept running off on ur own...well,i thought that u were still mad...so,i back off....

to tell u the truth...that's why i always looked so serious in skool....i dun want anyone to know wut i was feeling...

moving on...while we were having our pps camp...seriously...i was really worried when somebody told me that u cried on that friday nite...same goes when we were having our camp ibadah...but i couldnt say much could i? haha...but it's ok though...coz u were surrounded with many people who loved u and since last year,i always had the thought that u dun need me...so,it's not my job to comfort u...though i wanted too...but i cant...haha...

then,one week before our raya holidays...u called me in class...and explain that 'he' has crush ur heart...trust me,if i was holding a glass,that glass would break...to c u in that condition,trust me...it hurts...i always wanted u to be happy...even if it means if i have to watch u from afar...i felt really stupid at that time coz i couldnt say or do anything...i could only watch...but u got better...but i was still worried and kept a close eye on u...finally..the big moment...

our trials...u were acting weird from the start...but...i always thought that u were weird so i didnt pay any attention to it....up until the physics paper...i thought in my head,"wut is wrong with this woman?"...haha....then,bla...bla...bla....i finally understood...

that's the starting huh?....up until now....let's juz c how far we can go...

Now I’m about to give you my heart

But remember this one thing

I’ve never been in love before

So you gotta go easy on me

I heard love is dangerous

Once you fall you never get enough

But the thought of you leaving

Ain’t so easy for me

Don’t hurt me

Desert me

Don’t give up on me

What would I wanna do that for?

Don’t use me

Take advantage of me

Make me sorry I ever counted on you

1,2,3,4 to 5 baby, I'm counting on you

Understand I’ve been here before, thought I found someone I thought I finally could adore

But you failed my test, got to know her better so I wasn’t the only one

But I'm willing to put my trust you, baby you could put your trust in me

Just like a count to 3, you can count on me and you're never gonna see

No numbers in my pocket.

Anything I’m doing girl I'll drop it for you

Cuz you’re the one I'm giving my heart to but I gotta be the only one

I really hope you understand

That if you wanna take my hand

You should put yours over my heart

I promise to be careful from the start

I trust in you with love in me

Very very carefully

Never been so vulnerable

Baby I'll make you comfortable