Count On You...

I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hah! Finally! 9 subs have done! only 1 more left! oh! ada satu post yg asyik2 tertangguh...nak masuk dua bulan dh kan? hohoho...actually...aku x tahu nk tulis apa...coz aku dh slalu tulis pasal ko...u're the only one who didnt notice...well...let's start from the beginning...f3 rite? some say it started when we were f3...i dun actually remember...org tua kan...hahaha

start f4..mcm2 jadi...we fought and fought non-stop...we were so close of becoming enemies arent we? everything i did,u will get mad...and everything u did,i will get mad...although my intentions was good,but i admit it...i express it in the wrong way...

after a lot of spying...a lot of thinking...i finally give in and decided that wut i was doing was wrong and i should apologize..u finally forgive me in the end of last year...

i tried to move on...i tried and tried...but i still couldnt get u out of sight(jahatnya bunyi)...

at the start of this year,2010...i secretly hope to be in a seperate class...sori...but my feelings were mix at that time...but PSS came and c us,the f5,and said that we shall be in the same class as last year...a part of me wanted to jump! but a part of me told me not to...and not to expect anything...i juz go on as usual...i dun know how...but bcoz of u...i started to tie back my frenship with my old 'crush'...i started to c other girls in new ways...and after several months of advice given by a few people...i started to be happy...then,suddenly....'he' came and started to disrupt my plan and crush ur heart...that was on the day that u were having a cold and u hold my hand with ur blazer...we were skipping physics when u told me that 'he' doesnt seem to want to contact u...i was like,"wut is his problem?"...but i didnt say anything...i thought that it might hurt u or my cover will be blown...seriously,it takes a lot of planning to do my acting tau! thx to syaheela and jega...and almost everyone who knew...

then...dtgnya...our trip to KLCC...the day before that,we kinda fought rite...i spoke something that hurt ur feelings huh...well...it kinda hurt mine too...during our trip..all that i was thinking was to walk with u...but my plan failed...coz u kept running off on ur own...well,i thought that u were still mad...so,i back off....

to tell u the truth...that's why i always looked so serious in skool....i dun want anyone to know wut i was feeling...

moving on...while we were having our pps camp...seriously...i was really worried when somebody told me that u cried on that friday nite...same goes when we were having our camp ibadah...but i couldnt say much could i? haha...but it's ok though...coz u were surrounded with many people who loved u and since last year,i always had the thought that u dun need me...so,it's not my job to comfort u...though i wanted too...but i cant...haha...

then,one week before our raya holidays...u called me in class...and explain that 'he' has crush ur heart...trust me,if i was holding a glass,that glass would break...to c u in that condition,trust me...it hurts...i always wanted u to be happy...even if it means if i have to watch u from afar...i felt really stupid at that time coz i couldnt say or do anything...i could only watch...but u got better...but i was still worried and kept a close eye on u...finally..the big moment...

our trials...u were acting weird from the start...but...i always thought that u were weird so i didnt pay any attention to it....up until the physics paper...i thought in my head,"wut is wrong with this woman?"...haha....then,bla...bla...bla....i finally understood...

that's the starting huh?....up until now....let's juz c how far we can go...

Now I’m about to give you my heart

But remember this one thing

I’ve never been in love before

So you gotta go easy on me

I heard love is dangerous

Once you fall you never get enough

But the thought of you leaving

Ain’t so easy for me

Don’t hurt me

Desert me

Don’t give up on me

What would I wanna do that for?

Don’t use me

Take advantage of me

Make me sorry I ever counted on you

1,2,3,4 to 5 baby, I'm counting on you

Understand I’ve been here before, thought I found someone I thought I finally could adore

But you failed my test, got to know her better so I wasn’t the only one

But I'm willing to put my trust you, baby you could put your trust in me

Just like a count to 3, you can count on me and you're never gonna see

No numbers in my pocket.

Anything I’m doing girl I'll drop it for you

Cuz you’re the one I'm giving my heart to but I gotta be the only one

I really hope you understand

That if you wanna take my hand

You should put yours over my heart

I promise to be careful from the start

I trust in you with love in me

Very very carefully

Never been so vulnerable

Baby I'll make you comfortable