New classic

Hmm...a song from another cinderella story...new classic...is a very nice song...in my point of view of course...it's a common love song...a guy likes a girl...but,everytime i hear this song,there was always this one girl,that will be in my mind...i like her...well,i dun know for sure actually...if u think bout this person alot,does it mean u like that person??? I dun know...wut i do know is,she's the one i want to return to...she's my home...but,it cant be that way...there's a malay saying,"cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan"..meaning that i like her but didnt get a reply...sometimes i do hate her...i hate her bcoz i dun want to like her...i dun want to like her coz i cant get close to her...i cant get close to her bcoz im not like any other guy....just a quiet,foolish guy hoping for something that wouldn't possibly happen...who am i kidding? playing hypocrite everyday...wut a fool...anyway,here's for u...like i said,i hate her sometimes but sometimes i do like her...everytime when im with u,u just made me feel safe...but u make u me feel sad & happy at the same time...but that's not when we're not alone...when we r alone,im so happy to be with u...but when i think back,at everyguy u will treat the same...so,im just nothing special...but when i think bout that,i thought bout ur fren...she's more understanding...she was always soft spoken with me...i hope u can be like her...but,the fact is,u dun know that i like u,so...i dun blame u...but "i think i found a new classic in u.."

if you're listening this is for you
whoa whoa..
try to say it right been rehearsing this all night
and i had the words planned down but now nothing's coming out
cause you're like a movie star
you lose track of where we are
i know it sounds so cliche
and you take my breath away
when we're together feel like i can know you forever exciting familiar
but new

now i know that no one else would do all that i knew nothing was true
no one else i see
the one that sees me for what i can be in everything you do
think i found the new classic in you it's become so hard
for me to be surprised
but you're bringing back the real me
no judgement in your eyes
when i dance with you
that's how i speak the truth
it's just classic when we met now
you make me move no one else would do
all that i knew nothing was true
no one else i see the one that sees me for what i can be in everything you do think i found the new classic in you think i found the new classic in you...

Here comes goodbye...

Well,it has been proven that u like another guy...i shouldn't have feelings 4 u in the 1st place...but it couldn't be helped...i've gone 2 deep...there's nothing i can do...im not giving up...im just letting u go...but can i? hah! i dun even know if i can...it hurts...but,here's a song that i dedicate to u....i can't wait 4 u forever...

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And it's not like her to drive that slow, nothing's on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell

I can hear her say "I love you" like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play Here Comes The Bride

Why's it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on
Yeah, and you're left alone
Oh! But here comes goodbye! Oh!

Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry

Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight
But here comes goodbye, ooh

Expectations

Expectations.....
To them the word imply inevitable failure...Was it wrong to have faith that things could turn out well? All my research had been right...no matter what anyone says about expectations,everyone secretly hoped that everything that they do will turn out well...There's a reason why people say we shouldn't expect too much...no one wants to see someone thay care about end up dissapointed...we secretly act to protect our own from being hurt and do what we can to make the right choice for the people we loved...but the reason we have expectations from the first place is because we want to aim as high as we can...because when you love someone,there's no limit what you can accomplish...

Hotaru No Hikari...

Damn u..haih...i told u my emel and password doesnt mean u can hack it and just rite something like that...it's true wut u said...wut u wrote was exactly wut i feel,but still things can change...dont do that ever again...there's a song that Utada Hikaru wrote and that song was chosen to be the theme for naruto...it's a really sad song but still it's a 'hope' song...get it? In the story,naruto wants to rescue sasuke and he's trying his best to do wutever he can to reach him...to relate this song to naruto,it means that sasuke is naruto's hope...if someone can understand this song and relate it to ones life,that would be great...haha...coz,i relate this song to this special someone...well,a fren actually...2 of them...download it! haha!


SHA LA LA I'm sure, someday, I'll obtain it
Softly in my fleeting heart, a light is burning Softly in my fleeting heart, a light is burning

The "urge" of wanting to see you, the "innocence" that made me want to cry
The fireflies that flew into the fire of summer will not return

Don't say anything, just leave me with a kiss
Whilst being burnt, you nodded
Life, to the point of sadness, flickered

SHA LA LA I'm sure, someday, I'll obtain it
Softly in my fleeting heart, a light is burning
SHA LA LA Person dear to me, you, too, can see it
The dazzling moon softly illuminates tomorrow
Shining strongly, strongly

In my violent heart, the nearly lost memories
That had been blown out are gently lit again

I got the feeling that if I ran on in a daze, I'd touch it
So I go on, arm outstretched
Life, to the point of pain, flickers

SHA LA LA I want to go on singing forever
Softly in my shivering heart, a light is burning
SHA LA LA Person dear to me, so that I can reach you
Let these feelings softly be invited into the endless sky
Let them resound strongly, strongly

SHA LA LA I'm sure, someday, the fireflies will stop lighting
Softly in my disappearing heart, a dream is shining
SHA LA LA Person dear to me, don't you forget, either
Softly in the glittering summer, wishes are piling up

Home...

Haih..wut a drag...i wanted 2 take pics yesterday....but i had a migrain so i didn have the energy..but i did manage 2 take a couple of pics...i thought of something while i was on my bed...all the things that has happen in the years...all the fights...there's a truth in the saying that time heal all wounds...physically the healing begins in moments and our body does all the work...but when a relationship is injured...some wounds heal in a day...others lay 'there' 4 the rest of our lives...sometimes we only need to heal oursleves...and sometimes our true work lies in healing others...and at that moment...when we sleep the subconscious mind takes over...our dreams can reveal wut's disturbing us in our waking hours...and there r rare occasions in a state between sleep and consciousness when the thing that's most trouble us can emerge...the thing that's most trouble me? well,i c it...and some people have gave me advice...their words was a comfort...but i still felt lost and confuse...i knew that they were worried,not sure how to help me...all of us r hoping that answers r on the way...where is the road back 'home'? i cant seem 2 find it...they always say a heart is not a whole without the one who gets u through the storm...in other words im still blind by the 'fog'...wherever someone thinks of u,that's where u go home 2...is that true? i cant find a home without the 'one'? but no matter how much we think of someone,there r some who wont return...it's a very diffivult thing 2 have ur thoughts reach someone...yet,if u give up and there's no one 2 think bout that person,well..that's just sad...then there really wont be a place 2 return 2...they kept saying to let her go but how can i when she doesnt tell me truth yet? so...no matter wut anyone says,i just have 2 keep thinking of her and create a place where she can return freely at any time...until i know the truth...anyway,Selamat Hari Raya and Happy hols 2 all my frens! Sori if i hurted u guys in any kind of way...

2nd chances...

Damn...M...looks like i cant continue this...i was rite...i shouldnt have been so close with u...i knew that u had another guy...wut a fool...looks like i was 2 excited getting someone that looks like she cared 4 me,that i got my feelings get the best of me...and inside i betrayed my fren...i shouldnt have...it's a gud thing my fren told me bout wut u said bout me...i have 2 let u go...4 his sake and mine....looking at the bright side,at least i wasnt sooo close to u...if i do,it would be hard...but 4 now,i just want 2 lay low...enough bout her...i want to rite bout a certain someone...she and her fren(s)...from wut i've obeserve,not many who wants to get close 2 her...well,it is partially her fault...but still,we cant judge a book by its cover...sometimes,sori 2 say,but she can be a pain but sometimes,she can be a fren who understands and helpful...those people who hates her,just doesnt seem 2 give her a chance...from my point of view,that's how teenagers nowadays...not many who's willingly to give a 2nd chance...those people who hates her,just c her as 'gedik'...like her fren...but unlike her,her fren was hated coz everyone thinks she wants power...but maybe there is a purpose why she does all that...i stood by them 4 some years now and i learn that they're not the type of person everyone thinks...well,1 of 2 that is...but still,she just need some guidance...like me,i was kinda weak..im still is but im stronger than last year...i mean physically...akmal help me with that...when we were f2,almost every guy hates me coz i was 2 soft...i was diff...akmal did tease how weak i was...and sometimes he even left me 2 be with the other guys coz he was ashamed with me...i was often left behind...in the dark corner...but eventhough they treated me that way,i still hold on 2 him...2 tell the truth,i hated almost all the guys back then...they din want 2 be near me coz i was diff...i was soft unlike the other guys...but as the months go,i help u...and ur fren naim...i still gave u guys a chance eventhough u treated me like i was expandable...looking back,i din regret giving them a 2nd chance coz now,u accept me 4 who i am...as the months go,u treated me as an equal especially when we got our pmr results...as u began to accept me,so does naim...followed by che faiz and the others...but that was the guy's part...as 4 the girl's...i was ignorant and stupid back then...probably still is but i've grown from the past...like the guys,i hated almost all the girls after zakwan got hold of my 1st crush at the skool...S...wut a funny story it is if i looked back...but then,W came...and she help me to make peace with the girls who i fought with at the moment...things change and i had 2 leave her...i started to hate girls again...i couldnt even trust any girl at the time...there r some girls who still stood by me...but i never thought 2 find someone...i couldnt trust her when we 1st met...i was just in 2 much pain...nothing goes through my head...but as time past,she help me 2 trust girls again...she was just wut i needed...she helped me to 4get W and moved on....she became my best fren...if i hadnt trust her at the moment,i would still be in pain...well,i was always in pain...but u get my point...me and W r still frens f.y.i.....but nothing has ever been the same...me and her r still frens why? coz i gave her a 2nd chance...i dun want 2 be in the cycle of hatred any longer...like before...i dun want to change to somebody who holds hatred in his heart and change to somebody who still holds a grudge or something like that...it's true,people goes through their lives hurting others and being hurt...but it's not easy 4 us to hate 1 another...but still,people try 2 hate 1 another coz they just cant stand one another...one of the humans weakness...our weakness...if that keeps up,the future generation will be even worse...we have the power to forge our own destiny...so let's make a bright one...if a fight occur between people,they cant simply just do nothing and 4get bout it coz they cant...when they cant,the grudge that they have from the fight,is still resides in their hearts...they need 2 give a chance 2 solve wutever is between them so they dun have anymore grudge against each other...this is just from my point of view...if someone hurted me,or vice versa i would do anything to get peace again...if someone hurted me,of course my heart would be wounded...wouldnt any heart is? the only thing that can cure a wounded heart is love...from giving people a chance,love will come..or is it vice versa? wutever the case is,we have to give people a 2nd chance no matter how we hated them...when giving someone a chance probably we can change him/her to somebody new who we can learn to love...or create a bond with...like me and best fren did...that's all that it needs...a 2nd chance....

Myself v2

"who are you in naruto?" quiz and the result is Sakura.
You are brave and valueable. Your friends could not get anywhere without you. You heal them all in a way, physically or mentally. You... are needed much more than you think you are and have far more potential then you know. You are a trustworthy soul.

"How easy is it to hurt you?" quiz and the result is You are a softie.
You are gentle hearted and loving, yet easy to hurt. If someone close to you gets hurt or passes away, you do not hold... back your tears. When you are extremely happy you tend to tear up and sometimes let it all out. You are a regular soft hearted human. Stay that way and keep the tears where they should be. You are the perfect cryer.

"What Are You Hiding From Yourself?" with the result Sadness.
You don't like being sad so you hide it when you are from others and yourself. You enjoy being happy and up-beat, you don't like showing when you're unhapp...y. But at times the simplest thing can make you cry becuse you hold it in too long..Read More