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Haih..wut a drag...i wanted 2 take pics yesterday....but i had a migrain so i didn have the energy..but i did manage 2 take a couple of pics...i thought of something while i was on my bed...all the things that has happen in the years...all the fights...there's a truth in the saying that time heal all wounds...physically the healing begins in moments and our body does all the work...but when a relationship is injured...some wounds heal in a day...others lay 'there' 4 the rest of our lives...sometimes we only need to heal oursleves...and sometimes our true work lies in healing others...and at that moment...when we sleep the subconscious mind takes over...our dreams can reveal wut's disturbing us in our waking hours...and there r rare occasions in a state between sleep and consciousness when the thing that's most trouble us can emerge...the thing that's most trouble me? well,i c it...and some people have gave me advice...their words was a comfort...but i still felt lost and confuse...i knew that they were worried,not sure how to help me...all of us r hoping that answers r on the way...where is the road back 'home'? i cant seem 2 find it...they always say a heart is not a whole without the one who gets u through the storm...in other words im still blind by the 'fog'...wherever someone thinks of u,that's where u go home 2...is that true? i cant find a home without the 'one'? but no matter how much we think of someone,there r some who wont return...it's a very diffivult thing 2 have ur thoughts reach someone...yet,if u give up and there's no one 2 think bout that person,well..that's just sad...then there really wont be a place 2 return 2...they kept saying to let her go but how can i when she doesnt tell me truth yet? so...no matter wut anyone says,i just have 2 keep thinking of her and create a place where she can return freely at any time...until i know the truth...anyway,Selamat Hari Raya and Happy hols 2 all my frens! Sori if i hurted u guys in any kind of way...