ehm...i wonder....i think im too 'open' about things in my head....maybe that's why i dun get many frens that i can trust...each time when i thought i could trust someone then, BAM!!!
he/she 'hits' me behind my back....damn...i cant take this anymore....maybe,i should lie to myself....maybe i should lie to others...then,they will truly accept me....it's been 4 years...i havent got anyone who i can truly trust....ehm....maybe that 'article' trishna gave me was true...i am destined to be alone...if that is how it is,so be it....i cant take this.....probably this will be my last entry bout my feelings....so,i should close back my heart....wut's the use? even if i 'open' it to someone,it doesnt matter....sori mel,efi,but looks like im not the person u thought im gonna be....
Silent wanderer...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Goodbye...
In the years to come,
Will you think about these moments that we shared?
In the years to come,
Are you gonna think it over,
And how we lived each day with no regrets?
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to,
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you,
In a year from now,
Maybe there'll be things,
we'll wish we'd never said,
In a year from now,
Maybe we'll see each other,
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets
Each and every end is always written in the stars,
If only I could stop the world,
I'd make this last,
And when you need my arms to run into,
I'll comfort you,
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny,
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss you every day,
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true friendship never dies...
Will you think about these moments that we shared?
In the years to come,
Are you gonna think it over,
And how we lived each day with no regrets?
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to,
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you,
In a year from now,
Maybe there'll be things,
we'll wish we'd never said,
In a year from now,
Maybe we'll see each other,
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets
Each and every end is always written in the stars,
If only I could stop the world,
I'd make this last,
And when you need my arms to run into,
I'll comfort you,
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny,
Sometimes goodbye,
though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss you every day,
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true friendship never dies...
My funny friends & me...
This is something i want to right about the ones who i really appreciate...
1st: Mohd Akmal
Akmal Yahya! Muahaha! U've help me alot in this past 2 years....Even if u didnt notice it,but trust me,u did alot...U taught me that this world is not my playground. There were other things that matter besides my own feelings...Im not as clever as i thought i was...im not the boy i used to be because u showed my something different,u showed me something pured...i think u know where i pick up the lines from eyh? Keep the paper that i gave u...u thought me to be more confident and to be more 'manly'....haha! thx bro! Anyway,gud luck in ur future! I hope u do well like u make me did well in my quest....Hope 4 the best eyh pakcik!
2nd: ShamshiaSharlina
Sham/kecik! Honestly,i really don't know wut to say....U've help me alot for the past few months....i dont know....if it wasnt 4 u,i dont think i can get to where i am now...u taught me something about life...u're also the push that i needed to succeed...and i did...i got wut i needed 4 my education 4 now...but i still have a long way to go...i dont know wut will happen next year...wutever it is,ive got the deal with it without ur help anymore eyh...i will definitely miss u if u go to asrama next year...U can go the distance! A whole new world is in front of u! Gud luck sham!
3rd: Amirul Naim
Sani2! U always make me laugh...even when in tough situations...Thx! U make more stronger than i used to be...Gud luck in asrama!
4th: Maisarah ZulkePLE!
Endon2! Dont know wut to say....u've been a gud fren and a gud sister to me...u make me laugh with ur hair styles! We've always fight,but that wut makes us best fren eyh? hahah! thx and gud luck!
5th: Epi!
Efi...u taught me something valuable(actually i learn it by myself but u did give me pointers)....u taught me about humans and with their attitudes and personalities...i still use that knowledge to study on some people..muahaha!
To my frens that i wrote up here,just want to say,
no matter how things may change,never forget who u are....
*We may never meet again,but we will never forget each other*
Gud luck guys!
1st: Mohd Akmal
Akmal Yahya! Muahaha! U've help me alot in this past 2 years....Even if u didnt notice it,but trust me,u did alot...U taught me that this world is not my playground. There were other things that matter besides my own feelings...Im not as clever as i thought i was...im not the boy i used to be because u showed my something different,u showed me something pured...i think u know where i pick up the lines from eyh? Keep the paper that i gave u...u thought me to be more confident and to be more 'manly'....haha! thx bro! Anyway,gud luck in ur future! I hope u do well like u make me did well in my quest....Hope 4 the best eyh pakcik!
2nd: ShamshiaSharlina
Sham/kecik! Honestly,i really don't know wut to say....U've help me alot for the past few months....i dont know....if it wasnt 4 u,i dont think i can get to where i am now...u taught me something about life...u're also the push that i needed to succeed...and i did...i got wut i needed 4 my education 4 now...but i still have a long way to go...i dont know wut will happen next year...wutever it is,ive got the deal with it without ur help anymore eyh...i will definitely miss u if u go to asrama next year...U can go the distance! A whole new world is in front of u! Gud luck sham!
3rd: Amirul Naim
Sani2! U always make me laugh...even when in tough situations...Thx! U make more stronger than i used to be...Gud luck in asrama!
4th: Maisarah ZulkePLE!
Endon2! Dont know wut to say....u've been a gud fren and a gud sister to me...u make me laugh with ur hair styles! We've always fight,but that wut makes us best fren eyh? hahah! thx and gud luck!
5th: Epi!
Efi...u taught me something valuable(actually i learn it by myself but u did give me pointers)....u taught me about humans and with their attitudes and personalities...i still use that knowledge to study on some people..muahaha!
To my frens that i wrote up here,just want to say,
no matter how things may change,never forget who u are....
*We may never meet again,but we will never forget each other*
Gud luck guys!
Monday, December 1, 2008
Like and love....wut's the difference???
ehm...im confuse bout something....my gud and loyal fren(cant name that person) said that the person loves me as a fren...but my other fren said that the person likes me as a fren...so,wuts the diff??? ehm...anyway...dont know why...but suddenly,i just felt sad....i just called my fren bout 2 hours ago...and she said something bout her crush...i dont know...it seems a little odd....i dont think i have any feelings towards her...maybe coz i just dont 'click' with her crush eyh....ehm...maybe so....another battle i have to face....will i win,or will i lose?
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Round & round...
She likes to party
From night til dawn
No doubt about it
She’s got what you want
She’ll chew you up boy
You’d better watch out
So give up, better stop
She’ll drop you from the top
She’s never sorry
She’s got no fear
Take all your money
And then disappear
Don’t play with fire
You’re gonna get burned
So give up,
better stop
She’ll drop you from the top
That Girl means trouble
There’s no way out
She'll take your taste
and then she'll throw you out her mouth
She's not your lover
Ya better wake up
‘Cause it may be too late
for you to get out...
Round and Round
She likes to boogie,
drop you down onto the floor
Round and Round
She likes to boogie,
make you scream and beg for more
I went up to the party
And saw a wicked girl
She turned my life from inside out
And left a shattered world
If only she would call me
My life would be at ease
It goes up and down
Round and round...
She’s the badest girl
you’ve ever seen
She will hunt you down
and chase you in your dreams
I don’t need another love like that
Are you ready to believe???
From night til dawn
No doubt about it
She’s got what you want
She’ll chew you up boy
You’d better watch out
So give up, better stop
She’ll drop you from the top
She’s never sorry
She’s got no fear
Take all your money
And then disappear
Don’t play with fire
You’re gonna get burned
So give up,
better stop
She’ll drop you from the top
That Girl means trouble
There’s no way out
She'll take your taste
and then she'll throw you out her mouth
She's not your lover
Ya better wake up
‘Cause it may be too late
for you to get out...
Round and Round
She likes to boogie,
drop you down onto the floor
Round and Round
She likes to boogie,
make you scream and beg for more
I went up to the party
And saw a wicked girl
She turned my life from inside out
And left a shattered world
If only she would call me
My life would be at ease
It goes up and down
Round and round...
She’s the badest girl
you’ve ever seen
She will hunt you down
and chase you in your dreams
I don’t need another love like that
Are you ready to believe???
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
The Art Of Letting Go...
Put away the pictures,
Put away the memories,
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye,
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through the pain
of one more day
Without you...
Now here it comes, t
he hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
Where do I start,
to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning,
Learning the art of letting go....
Put away the memories,
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye,
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through the pain
of one more day
Without you...
Now here it comes, t
he hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
Where do I start,
to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning,
Learning the art of letting go....
Monday, November 10, 2008
no topic
ah...damn it! atiqah,sue yin...acap...dont know how u guys do ti...but u guys seems so lucky in love....looks like there someone else who has love prob....yeah..and we're both r very frustrated about love...we're just dont know wut to do about the girl that we love...i dont mind about being an underdog but...in love,it's hard...i love this girl,but i hate her...but i miss her...but at the same time i like another girl...im so confused...even if i choose one,i cant have either of them...in my experience,ive never been enough for someone that i like...
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