Happy or Unhappy...

I really wish that i could turn back the time sometimes...i've forgotten about my ex...but now i cant be near her either...im afraid to meet her...im afraid i'll hurt my friends...when i think about it,im happier now...but what's the cost? sometimes i think like everytime im present in some situation,the situation will only end up to be worse than it's supposed to...

maybe i cant really be happy...maybe it's not just my way...i wish i could turn back the time where i didnt know all the girls yet...my feelings are just getting in the way now...at that time,i dont have a single feeling...just cold...now i think im too close for comfort with some of them...or maybe im just still dissapointed with my results? maybe i shouldnt get too close...