Silent wanderer...

Silent wanderer...

Monday, December 27, 2010

Mohd Faisal Afifi / Nur Asyraf Zai

Faisal & Acap! hah..1st time aku jmpa korg,korg asyik berkepit je(seingat aku)..nmpk innocent je..x sangka yg ko pon minat cte yg aku minat kan,acap? memang susah nk cari org yg minat same cte...

aku mula lepak ngan korg kan? stiap kali rehat,kte akan gi tandas kat blok sbelah...xde kerja je..haha...ble nk masuk f2,aku bg pinjam cd btol? hahaha...aduh...time tu memang lawak ar...korg dua memang x sangka ada benda 'sebegitu' dlm cd tu kan? apa dh dulu ko ckp kat aku,acap? ko buka cd tu dan sket lg mak ko nk ternmpk kan? haha..nasib baik..mati aku nanti...

tengok2,lpas tu,org lain pula mula pinjam...masuk f2,aku dh x tahu gi mana cd tu...samada aku dh buang...atau kakak aku jumpa dan buangkan...apa2 pon,biar la...aku lega benda2 tu dh hilang...

masuk f4,acap pindah...dan tinggal faisal...mcm2 aku bercte ngan ko kan faisal? sori aku x dpt tlg lbih drpd tu...aku pon x cukup berpegalaman lg...akhirnya,ko bersemangat balik dgn sendiri...

faisal...aku memang berterima kasih gle la...spanjang lima tahun kte kwn,ko x abis2 buat aku gelak...

acap,thx atas advice2 ko...ada yg aku ingat lg...ada yg aku dh lupa..sori! haha...

apa2 pon,thx korg berdua atas sgalanya...gud luck tok future! sori if aku ada buat korg tersinggung dlm apa cara skali pon...

Friday, December 17, 2010

Nur Syafiq Nasrun & Abdul Hakim Mazeli

Aku start ngan syafiq dulu...

Syafiq! mcm khai,kte sama kelas waktu form 1 je kan...hah...mcm2 la yg ko buat tok kacau aku dulu...ko pon sama...waktu sej je,ko tentu tdo...dh la ko duk depan skali...haha...ntah mcm mana...cikgu x pernah perasan...bukan aku je,smua org ko kacau...masa form 2,ko pindah masuk cekal...even berbeza kelas pon,ble aku dtg masuk tok time agama,mula la ko kacau aku..."jaring2"...ko bersepakat ngan acap and kahi...kan? haha..mcm2 la ko...

Hakim! nerd yg ada 1 package! haha...bukan aku yg panggil tau...dulu ada org panggil ko tu...aku lupa dh sape...time form 3 memang kucar-kacir sket kan? sori sngt kalau aku buat ko tersinggung time tu...aku pon agak bengap time tu...aku x ckp ngan ko lpas tu sampai la f5 kan? aku malu sngt2...sori ye...

thx korg 4 the memories....thx gak sedikit sbnyk korg telah mengubah aku...thx 4 everything...gud luck in ur future!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Mohd. Khairi Mohd. Zi

Khairi! Orang yg pertama yg 'cool' kwn ngan aku swaktu form 1....mcm mana dh aku pon lupa...mcm mana ko dpt duduk sbelah aku at 1 jujur...emmanuel nk tukar tempat kan?

Ko yg 1st yg aku dpt cte pasal anime seingat aku...aku dulu ketinggalan gle2 dlm bab naruto dan aku baru nk kenal bleach....trimas kpada ko...aku dh maju dlm naruto and sampai ke bleach pon aku jadi super fan...walaupon kte x ckp bnyk waktu dlm kelas time tu,tapi memang seronok ada kwn yg mcm ko waktu tu...aku x ingat tapi stiap kali time rehat,ko menghilang...atau ko lepak ngan kwn2 ko cuma aku x sedar...hahaha...

ada skali ko minta aku teman gi 1 amanah(kot)...tu 1st time la aku mula nmpk muka2 org di atas...hahaha...(jahatnyer bunyik)...ko nk jumpa sape dh...itu pon aku dh lupa...hohoh...

oh2! sori ye pasal kak zafira ngan abg ko tu...aku rasa time tu aku tersilap tafsir...hehe...

dulu,pn azira suka sngt kenakan ko kan? slalu suruh ko bangun baca puisi2 tu...dan time sej,ko slalu suruh aku cover tok ko...ko sorok belakang buku and tdo..hahaha! nasib baik aku leh tahan mengantuk...klu x,kte berdua kena ngan cikgu...

tp ko,memang aku berterima kasih la...ko tlg aku ngan si 'dia' yg aku suka masa tu...ko bg nasihat smua...walaupun time ko prank dia,aku patot defend dia,but aku pon nk tergelak...haha....biarla...x menjadi pon coz tahun kemudiannya,dia diambil oleh sorg kwn aku ni...

masuk form 2,ko naik ke cekal...aku kekal di jujur...sjak tu,kte dh x ckp bnyk dh kan? sampai la tahun ni,kte dh mula jumpa lebih dari sekadar bersalaman...percaya la,aku memang gembira ble ko kata,"x ramai yg aku leh ckp pasal anime mcm ko"...ko mungkin x ingat kot...tapi,thx...

aku memang minta maaf gle kalau aku bnyk buat silap kat ko...aku tahu..aku ada dgr time form 3 ko x suka sngt aku...aku minta maaf sngt2...and aku nk ucapkan terima kasih 4 everything...trimas 4 the memories....trimas 4 the anime stories...gud luck in ur future! keep in touch ye! one last time! afro! haha!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Friends Post

From now on,i'll write bout my experiences with everyone that i met along my chap in BB...i'll start when i get some inspirations..haha

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Count On You...



I remember how we felt sittin' by the water

And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine



Hah! Finally! 9 subs have done! only 1 more left! oh! ada satu post yg asyik2 tertangguh...nak masuk dua bulan dh kan? hohoho...actually...aku x tahu nk tulis apa...coz aku dh slalu tulis pasal ko...u're the only one who didnt notice...well...let's start from the beginning...f3 rite? some say it started when we were f3...i dun actually remember...org tua kan...hahaha

start f4..mcm2 jadi...we fought and fought non-stop...we were so close of becoming enemies arent we? everything i did,u will get mad...and everything u did,i will get mad...although my intentions was good,but i admit it...i express it in the wrong way...

after a lot of spying...a lot of thinking...i finally give in and decided that wut i was doing was wrong and i should apologize..u finally forgive me in the end of last year...

i tried to move on...i tried and tried...but i still couldnt get u out of sight(jahatnya bunyi)...

at the start of this year,2010...i secretly hope to be in a seperate class...sori...but my feelings were mix at that time...but PSS came and c us,the f5,and said that we shall be in the same class as last year...a part of me wanted to jump! but a part of me told me not to...and not to expect anything...i juz go on as usual...i dun know how...but bcoz of u...i started to tie back my frenship with my old 'crush'...i started to c other girls in new ways...and after several months of advice given by a few people...i started to be happy...then,suddenly....'he' came and started to disrupt my plan and crush ur heart...that was on the day that u were having a cold and u hold my hand with ur blazer...we were skipping physics when u told me that 'he' doesnt seem to want to contact u...i was like,"wut is his problem?"...but i didnt say anything...i thought that it might hurt u or my cover will be blown...seriously,it takes a lot of planning to do my acting tau! thx to syaheela and jega...and almost everyone who knew...

then...dtgnya...our trip to KLCC...the day before that,we kinda fought rite...i spoke something that hurt ur feelings huh...well...it kinda hurt mine too...during our trip..all that i was thinking was to walk with u...but my plan failed...coz u kept running off on ur own...well,i thought that u were still mad...so,i back off....

to tell u the truth...that's why i always looked so serious in skool....i dun want anyone to know wut i was feeling...

moving on...while we were having our pps camp...seriously...i was really worried when somebody told me that u cried on that friday nite...same goes when we were having our camp ibadah...but i couldnt say much could i? haha...but it's ok though...coz u were surrounded with many people who loved u and since last year,i always had the thought that u dun need me...so,it's not my job to comfort u...though i wanted too...but i cant...haha...

then,one week before our raya holidays...u called me in class...and explain that 'he' has crush ur heart...trust me,if i was holding a glass,that glass would break...to c u in that condition,trust me...it hurts...i always wanted u to be happy...even if it means if i have to watch u from afar...i felt really stupid at that time coz i couldnt say or do anything...i could only watch...but u got better...but i was still worried and kept a close eye on u...finally..the big moment...

our trials...u were acting weird from the start...but...i always thought that u were weird so i didnt pay any attention to it....up until the physics paper...i thought in my head,"wut is wrong with this woman?"...haha....then,bla...bla...bla....i finally understood...

that's the starting huh?....up until now....let's juz c how far we can go...

Now I’m about to give you my heart
But remember this one thing
I’ve never been in love before
So you gotta go easy on me

I heard love is dangerous
Once you fall you never get enough
But the thought of you leaving
Ain’t so easy for me

Don’t hurt me
Desert me
Don’t give up on me

What would I wanna do that for?

Don’t use me
Take advantage of me
Make me sorry I ever counted on you

1,2,3,4 to 5 baby, I'm counting on you

Understand I’ve been here before, thought I found someone I thought I finally could adore
But you failed my test, got to know her better so I wasn’t the only one

But I'm willing to put my trust you, baby you could put your trust in me

Just like a count to 3, you can count on me and you're never gonna see
No numbers in my pocket.
Anything I’m doing girl I'll drop it for you
Cuz you’re the one I'm giving my heart to but I gotta be the only one

I really hope you understand
That if you wanna take my hand
You should put yours over my heart
I promise to be careful from the start

I trust in you with love in me
Very very carefully
Never been so vulnerable
Baby I'll make you comfortable