New Moon..

the twilight saga : new moon...now i know why it called new moon...i gone out with some frens 2day to watch the movie...well,it was funny...i thought the movie started at 2 so i rushed up to get ready...and suprise2,the movie actually starts at 2.40! thx sham! :P when me and hakeem met sham and her frens...we thought we were already 2 late...haih...sham2...then,wut was her name again...sarah i think? the cute one...haha...she told me that she didnt remember coz i was shorter the last time we gone out...have i grown tall? i didnt realize..after that we went in to watch the movie...the movie was bout romance so,i didnt like the 1st few parts,,,one thing is,love has never come easy for me...that's why i dun like this romantic stuff...after an hour i think,Jacob the werewolf appeared..i like the part when he appeared coz i somehow relate his story with my life...loved a girl,but never got anything in return...and the thing is,he's kinda like me...hot-tempered...haha...but i know how to control it...but,it really is sad...at 1st,jacob think that Bella likes him...but in the end,Bella still chose Edward...wut i dun get is,why did Bella said she likes him in the 1s place? and at the ending where she told him that she loved him...why? is she just playing on both sides? or is it that she only loves Jacob as a best fren? but,still...watching that movie brings back old scars...damn it...i hate to say it again...coz it has been a few months that i didnt think bout all this things...but,im confused...im thinking back from wut i've become before i made the choice of forgeting the scars...is the person i've become my 'new moon'? wut i know is,i did wut i did to not hurt other people anymore...and myself...im just tired of chasing something that will never happen...the 'edward cullen' in my life is my fren...just seeing her the other day made me think...should i really continue trying to get her? the thing is,im not the type of guy who chase girls...or rather,i dun know how...but as syairah always told me,if she was meant for me,she'll come back...so,wut am thinking all this things 4? haha! how crazy am i? maybe it's just the movie...it takes me back...now2...i've gotta be strong...well,she does makes me happy...
wanna know who it is?
it is for me to know and u to figure out...
2 be continued...

*overall,the movie was great...