12 June 2009

"Though we may not share ties of blood,they are precious to me...they are my family"

Hehehe...ehm...where to start? Well,at 1st i was scared coz there's none of my guy friends r coming...well,akmal couldn't make it coz he has an appointment...syamil was bz..dun know why...well,mirza...haha...cant say anything bout him...so i was kinda scared at 1st(eventhough i thought mirza was coming)...but then,when pai call me to meet them at 3,i was really nervous...when i arrived and saw pai,nurul,shahirah hamzah,diyanah(zombie) and epi,i just dun know wut to say...i was looking for mirza,but pai told me that he couldnt come...fuh! i was really nervous! i never gone out with so many girls before...(beautiful too! haha! ;p) well,i was 'tergamam' at 1st,then when we were in the cinema,my 'nervousness' came to a halt...i became calm coz i just remember why i like this guys...somehow,they always made me feel like im not alone...dun know why..or is it just coz im the only guy there? but still,they did always help me...and im grateful...u're rite efi,nurul...wut u said was true...im being stubborn..rite?it's hard to find real frens nowadays...but,i have a few...rite guys? hehehe...as for anyone who thinks im a playboy or anything,im not...it's just with guys,it's hard to comunicate coz im not really a socialize person...well,my family's like that...but who could blame them? they've seen the worse of wut mankind can see...i dun want to say comment anything coz somebody will surely comment me back and say "hey,this is the realy world,not some fantasy"...im not saying i dun have any guy frens..i have...a few...akmal,both naim,pirol...there's some more but my head is really hurting coz of my 'disease'...well,this kind of people they actually listen and pay attention to wut im doing or saying...like i said,im not the type of guy who could socialize very well,so,just getting just a small amount of attention makes me happy...even in my old skool,people always talk to me coz they know i cant talk very well...well,i tq kevin,arif, and andrew! im really grateful if someone could really understands me...but that takes time rite? for now,im just grateful to the people i have now...back to the topic,after we watched "Jangan pandang belakang congkang"(a really funny show may i add) we went to eat at kfc...well,efi wanted to eat at a restaurant that have rice(just like my mom),but my zombie sis wanted to 'tapau' kfc...so,nurul said why not we just ate there? so,we all agreed and ate there...as pai,shairah and zombie was ordering,epi and nurul gave me a little advice...wut they said was true..dun know i was still believing was not there anymore...as we were eating,i couldnt believe one my sis frens greeted me...some of my sis frens forgot bout me as soon as they leave skool...but,she remembered me...well,i was blushing of course...but i just wave back...didnt want to be rude...finally,after we finished eating,we took some pics...haha! i had pics with epi the most...well,i couldnt see her much often,so why not? it's been a long time isnt it? At 6,we finally seperated....diyanah went back with shairah...epi and nurul went to buy 'something' while pai followed them...i wish them gudbye and left...well,i didnt want to leave...but i had to think bout my parents...they dun have much energy like i do...so,as i pity for my father exhaustion,i quickly buy my new pants and go home...i didnt want to coz them to be more exhausted...on the way home,there was a traffic jam..oh,how i pity my father...well,in a few months,he wouldnt be doing this anymore...and in 2 years,im the one who will be his personal driver! haha! So,that was it...one of the best day of my life(so far)...eventhough it seems like a normal outing,but for me it was special...thx guys! oh,and sori syaheela coz u couldnt come...it would be more fun if u were around...too bad nurul is changing class...she really help me alot since efi's gone...diyanah too...but at least,diyanah is still there...12 June 2009...hope history wont repeat the third time...new hope?