It's over!

Finally....the PMR is over....im kinda relieved but somehow kinda sad...it's just that PMR is over but my problem is just starting...i wonder...am i the only one who has this kind of problems? owh,and wafa,if u're reading this,i just want 2 say sorry...i know wut i did was wrong...but i was full with anger that time...but u should have confront him instead of just giving me clues...u know im not as smart as u....im dumber that u can imagine...that's why i cant tell if someone's truly want to be my fren or not....today,yeah...im kinda happy that i dont have to read books 247 anymore but something happen 2day....it's just breaks my heart...this is not the 1st time this thing happen to me...it has been twice...i dont know..am i really easy to be fooled with?am i ever enough to be a good fren to somebody?can i satisfied even 1 person with wut i have?when i do something nice,i never expect for something in return..NEVER...but when i found out that this particular someone didnt invite me to go somewhere with he/she instead she invited someone that she's not that very close,im feel really useless...like wut i did was never enough 4 he/she...2 months ago,i though my probs was over,looks like it's just starting....