Silent wanderer...

Silent wanderer...

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Diver...





The horizon is drifting away..
.. the sky, too blue to even portray tomorrow
A bunch of people so stagnant they can't even breathe..
..since when did I sink so low?

Wouldn't I be better off casting my sadness aside, looking only ahead..?
..but I guess I can't stay honest if I do
Even if I spin everything around to be my enemy, I'll still feel a dim light
If I'm going to go that far, then might as well..

I want to breathe, it’s suffocating here
Within the night, stretching out to nothing but darkness..
..I'm a diver struggling with diver's disease
Trying to confirm that I'm alive..
..I'm heading down to the abyss of the ocean.. let's take one more deep breath

Last night, turning the map in my head upside down,
I got so frightened all alone, by all the things I lack
I always thought I was strong..
..always thought I was stronger than anybody

Just as that swan was floating adrift the starry night sky like a lost child..
..as if to soothe my pain.. it started to rain..
..but looks like we can't become the same
..stars are stars, and I’m just me
I wonder how far I can go..

Burdened with a heavy anchor on my back..uttering a bit of prayers
Rain started to pour as if giving me a cue

I want to breathe, it’s suffocating here
Facing up to nothing but darkness, I am like a diver with no way back up
I want to confirm that I'm alive..then seems I've got to..
..head down to the abyss of the ocean..just one more time..
I will try and breathe
If I perceived so much as a glimpse of happiness, I wouldn't drown ever again

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Kevin Lee Wei Yang

While im writing this,u're probably in ur flight...looks like i wont b seeing u in a while...let's start from the beginning ok?

Std 1? I dun really know u...hahaha...coz i dropped to the 3rd class....aiyo...but i did improved and moved to the 1st class when i was std 2...

Std 2..i know ur name,but i didnt reall talk to u...coz being in an environment of smart people...well,that's kinda new to me at that time...so,i didnt really talk to u...months passed and i know u as the smart one...always at the top...hehehe....but i still didnt talk to u rite? i was still shy...up until i overheard that u also like power rangers at that time...i was like,"wut? he like the same show as me?"...so,we started talking and talking...we got a bit close till we were in std 3...

we still were in the same class and still had the same teachers...a few of them really...though i wanted to sit with u..but we cant...i dun remember why...either en khairul x bg or i was late in picking seats...but i ended up seating besides brandon...even at std 3,i was being very naughty...hahah..i told u who i like rite? i helped me but at certain times la kan..coz bz study smua...aku pon x paksa ko..but aku lak yg x study...hahahah....asyik kejar dia je...time ni la kte sama2 jadi pengawas kan? kte sama2 jadi probate...sama2 jadi pengawas...

masuk darjah 4...sama kelas lg...but this time,kte duduk sebelah2...ingat time datin fatimah pergi...ada org ejek ko coz ko berpeluh bnyk...then dia ejek aku skali coz memang jelas la peluh2 kte kluar kan? dh la panas..berarak lg...but cikgu janet ke kata yg kte berdua sihat coz berpeluh bnyk...haha..ingat lg...aku slalu x siap kerja...pagi2 je...aku ambik buku ko...dan duduk tepi kelas,buat kerja...kdg2 sampai x buat tugas perngawas pon...

masuk darjah 5...sama kelas lg...hahaha...tahun ni la kte ada fitness test tu kan? hmph! mcm biasa,ko dpt lari la...dpt buat push up la...mcm2 ko bleh buat even at that age....then,time aku untuk lari ntah brape meter...100 ke? atau 200? haha..ntah la...aku lari dan lari...baru sampai separuh jalan,aku dh tercungap-cungap...but ko dgn arif stand by kat tepi...nk cheer aku...memang pandai korg...korg sebut je nama 'dia' aku dh lari balik...aduh...ble aku dh habis...korg balik kelas dulu...aku stay coz penat sngt....then,ble aku otw balik kelas...aku muntah kat tangga...ada bdk nmpk aku...then,eliqa ke yg panggil ko? x ingat dh...ada cikgu gak time tu but aku x ingat sape...ko bawa aku gi bilik guru...ko stay dgn aku...ko ambik buku dan baca....brape lama ye kita duduk sana? aku lupa...lama la gak....aku siap bleh tidur lg...hahaha...aku bangun2,ko still ada....aku kata yg aku nk balik kelas...ko tlg aku berdiri dan berjalan sampai ke kelas...ko kata nk tunjuk kat hasif yg kte cool...haha..but aku x nk so aku lepaskan tgn ko...masa class parti kte...ko sakit kepala....ingat? aku bawa minyak cap kapak dari bg ko...coz aku terhutang budi dgn ko...time ni gak aizat,ketua pengawas tu,asyik buli aku...ko cuba gak defend seberapa bnyk kali...but akhirnya,xleh gak..sbb dia ketua...ko pon kena ikut...memang lega aku ble kte naik darjah 6...xde dh dia...

masuk darjah 6...sama lg kelas...aku rasa cikgu saje tu...cikgu2 mayb pkir grades aku akan naik if aku sama kelas dgn ko...hahaha...tahun ni,ko naik jadi ketua pengawas....well,it is obvious...u have the most high scores and u're likeable...almost every teacher knows u...though eliqa was the penolong,i still helped u a lot...hahaha...u let me to organise the prefects who has to read the prayers remember? it has to be fair...so,i myself was included...it was frightening...hahaha

aku x ingat darjah berapa,but ada one time,aku kena marah teruk dgn uztazah...aku ingat ko datang bawa aku gi tandas...ko dengan arif kan? sedih aku pkir balik...kita juga pernah gaduh pasal power rangers kan? ko suka lightspeed...aku suka lost galaxy...dan ko kata time tu yang kita xkan jadi kwn baik...but,skrg? hahaha....x sangka kan...kau memang seorg yang aku akan hargai dan ingat sampai bila2...kau asyik push dan push aku...time UPSR pon sbb kau aku dpt 4A tu...PMR pon...SPM,kita tengok la macam mana kan? hehehehe...'my funny friend'....true friends....gud luck kat US...jangan putus contact ye :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

Wafa Aishy

Story kita bermula masa form 2 la kan?
Mari kita bermula bercerita...

Mula2...kecoh la kat kelas aku...atau dlm gang aku je kecoh pasal berita ko nk pindah skolah BB dan nk masuk kelas aku...aku pon terpkir,"sape la wafa ni? suresh asyik cte pasal dia..."...ko mula2 dtg,ko duduk belakang kan? tepi aqilah kalau x silap aku...aku harap la yg time tu ko jenis mcm aku...so,aku mula berckp dgn ko kan? memang kita x buang masa...kita berbual dan berbual...time tu aku tgh sedih pasal kwn ko seorg tu couple dgn kwn aku...ko bg aku nasihat tentang couple2 ni dan ko suruh aku ingat...sbb nasihat ko tu la,skrg cara aku,if aku nk berteman,berbeza dari dulu...skrg ni ramai hipokrit...susah la gak kan...lama kelamaan...ko dh ada ramai kwn...but ko still berbual dgn aku kdg2...memang tersentuh la gak an...ingat lagi hari kita main tepung tu? hahaha...aku memang kerap gle msg ko dulu...time aku nk gi NZ tu,aku call ko sblum aku berlepas kan? aduh...pkir2 balik memang kelakar ar tindakan2 yg aku dh buat...

balik2 dari NZ,aku bg ko loket key chain kan? yg skrg dh agak longgar penutup dia...apa la ko buat dgn benda tu? hahaha...x sangka time form 3..keadaan akan mula berubah...ko dh mula nk ambik jalan sendiri...dan ntah nape,aku bengap btol time tu,aku xleh lepaskan ko...kita mula gaduh...jap baik...jap x...aku yg asyik terasa gila...aku mula hantar surat nk bg ko fhm apa yg sebenarnya aku sendiri x fhm waktu tu...aku siap bg lagu2 lg..akhir2,ko fhm tp ko buat x tahu...walaupun time tu fikiran aku x waras,ko tetap cuba untuk bg aku keyakinan terhadap diri aku sendiri...tp ntah la..memang kacau bilau gle la...bila PMR nk dekat,aku x berinteraksi dh dgn ko kan..sori ye...aku memang nk fokus gle2...tp kita still x berckp sampai la dlm bulan DIS tahun tu kan...aku mula call ko balik dan kita terangkan segala-galanya...selesai la perbalahan kita tu kan...

masuk form 4 kita dh mula berbual semula...tetapi jarang la gak coz berlainan kelas kan...aku dh mula ada ramai kwn...ko nk jadi balik PPS...ko risau ko xkan diterima kan? but aku kata yg blum cuba,blum tahu la kan...akhirnya,ko dpt...kita mula la jumpa lg kerap kan...akhir tahun ni la aku bgtahu ko sape aku suka kan? tp ko kata ko dh lama tahu...cis...aku xleh ye sorok dari ko? ko still bg aku advice dan sokongan untuk teruskan je...

masuk form 5....x bnyk berubah..ingat time 'hari kekasih'? actually,memang btol..kita x patut sambut...tp,aku memang dh terpkir nk bg kwn2 perempuan yg aku memang rpt something special sblum SPM...tbe2,asmeeta kata dia jual bunga...aku ambik la kesempatan tu...terkejut kan ko? hahaha...ntah apa dh jadi dgn bunga tu? :P
beberapa hari lepas hari jadi aku...terkejut gak aku,ko tbe2 dtg...bg aku hadiah...hahahaha...tq3...aku slalu minta ko jgn putus asa tok add maths...dan aku gembira yg ko berusaha...x kira la results cmne..janji dh berusaha...well,time spm memang kita x jumpa la kan? bz gle buat revision masing2..

well,we have our ups and downs...but nasihat2 ko tu,memang aku guna...ok? hahaha...smua yg ko buat tok aku...memang aku ingat lah...smua hadiah2 tu...terima kasih ye...dan ingat la,aku ada je if ko nk berckp ke...apa2 la...hahaha....kirim salam kat cikgu ye...esok2,aku dtg 'ceroboh' rumah ko.....ucap kat mak ko aku kata terima kasih juga atas smua nasihat dia...memang nasihat anak beranak ni akan membentuk insan masa dpan...jgn putus contact ye...gud luck tok future! wish u well! im never far behind..hohohoh

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Nur Syaheela...

Oit! ko! Syaheela! banyak betol aku nk ckp pasal minah ni....hehehe...

1st time aku jumpa ko time f2...aku nmpk ko duk kat hujung kelas kat barisan dpan skali...aku pon pkir..."apa kena dgn perempuan ni?" senyap je ko....duk kat tepi tu...kita x berckp pon...

masuk f3...memang aku bunyi jahat but aku kwn dgn ko pon time tu sbb sham kan? ko kacau je aku dgn dia..."ko ni btol ke x suka dia?" ko suka tanya aku tu kan? aku asyik kata benda sama...mcm2 benda aku buat...ko tolong aku siasat tetang wafa la...ko ada je tgh online ble aku online...aku asyik complain je kat ko yg aku x cukup tok dia...aku x bnyk ckp...aku loser...but ko sentiasa cuba tukar topik dan ckp pasal benda lain...tp aku x sedar yg ko pon lbih kurang dlm posisi aku dulu...maksud aku,ko bukan loser...but ko pon x dijemput oleh diorg smua tu...aku x nmpk smua tu....butanyer aku...aku patot ambik berat pasal perasaan ko gak...tp aku x sedar..ble pkir balik,aku pon pelik...asal la aku kisah sngt smua tu dulu...bengap...bengap...bengap...akhir tahun...nak masuk PMR dh...ko x dtg skolah...risau gak aku...aku pkir,"kang minah ni x sempat ambik PMR cmne?"...tengok2...ko dtg...walaupon dgn kecederaan cmtu pon...aku baik kan? dtg lawat ko...hahahah! sori aku x dtg lawat ko masa ko mula2 masuk hospital...aku kecik lg...ayah aku x harapkan aku naik pengangkutan awam...aku an blurr sket...fhm2 la...sygnye time konsert kte ko xde...aku nk gak ko tengok hasil usaha yg aku salurkan walaupon sedikit...hehehe...tp nk buat cmne kan...ingat lg msg yg aku hantar kalau kte ditemukan smula,ko nk aku jadi apa tok ko? ko kata ko nk aku jadi jiran dan kwn baik ko kan? hahaha

masuk form 4...aku ingat masalah2 aku dh berakhir...tengok2,jadi lg teruk btol? awal2 tahun je...aku dh buat hal dgn mcm2 org...ingat lg time uztaz suruh aku baca but aku xleh tu? aku ckp dkat ko and ko cuba tok tlg aku baca...but aku still kata aku xleh...jadi,ko minta aku cari guru kan? hahaha...cari2,x dpt...jadi aku pkir baik aku cari balik lpas SPM...ko je la jadi messenger aku ble aku gaduh dgn...fhm2 la sape an...time tu...coz ada satu masa tu,aku x nk ckp pon dgn dia kan...sampai la dia yg ckp dgn aku...ko sbr je...tanya aku...sbb aku buat cmtu...akhirnya aku dh penat...aku bgtahu ko cte kehidupan aku...haha..ceh2,mcm dah tua...oit! jgn kata aku tua! hah! aku tahu ko pkir aku org tua! hahaha...tp x kisah la...ko tahu smuanya ari tu...aku rasa bulan januari tu...aku sedar yg ko bengang dgn aku...time aku gi cameron tu...but ko x ckp apa2...nk jaga hati aku....bengapnya aku time tu...akhirnya aku sedar...dan aku tanya ko...ko mengaku,ko memang marah dgn aku...sape x kan? aku rasa smua yg kenal aku time tu marah dgn aku...but ko kata,ko x sanggup tinggalkan aku...ko kata ko x fhm perasaan aku jadi ko x patot marah...sjak tu,aku elak cte bnyk sngt...but akhir2 ko gak yg tanya keadaan aku...lg2 ble ko pindah...pe...susah btol keadaan aku time tu...xde sorg pon yg aku bleh cte...but,lama2 aku handle smua sendiri...ingat lg time merdeka? aduh...aku rasa itu salah satu hari yg paling sakit la....but,ko tlg gak nasihatkan aku...dan aku buat langkah yg terakhir...aku berjaya...lepaskan dia...

masuk form 5,x bnyk beza...awal2 tahun...tp aku rasa aku mula jadi keras time tu...sampai la ko kluar asrama dan masuk skolah KS,pe...gembiranyer aku dgr...aku dpt bercte dgn ko balik...aku lega aku dh bleh cte dgn ko balik...tp sbb SPM gak,kdg2 je aku call ko kan? maklum la...balik lewat...mlm2 study...sakit kepala...bdn letih...sampai la satu masa...aku x cte pon kat ko apa kena dgn aku...berminggu gak...sampaila satu hari,ko anta msg tok jgn simpan sendiri...aku lega sket...itu sblum trials aku rasa...ble masuk bulan ogos,alhamdullillah...aku dh makin baik...aku rasa bulan julai kot...aku dh rasa aku makin pulih...aku dh mula rasa aku makin gembira..aku mula lbihkan masa dgn kwn2 kat skolah....aku fokus study je dgn org yg dkat dgn aku...aku x contact ko ble nk dkat trial kan? aku bz...ko pon bz...sampai la dh dpt results,baru aku contact...markah2 ko tinggi woh...lg tinggi dari aku..siot je...hahaha...dan aku siap sampaikan berita baik kan? ble nk dkat SPM,aku x contact lg...sampai lg habis BIO...ko perli aku...kata yg ko x ambik EST la...siot la ko...hahaha....tahu la dpt habis awal...cis...

Sampaikan la skrg...ko sbr je dgn kerenah2 aku sepanjang tiga tahun...marah ke x...ko ada je ble aku nk berckp...ble aku nk bercte...ko antara org2 yg slalu bg aku sokongan tok buat sesuatu...aku dh dpt guru tok mengaji balik tau...dah bleh baca dh pon...hehehehe...aku memang berterima kasih gle2 dkat ko...dan aku AKAN BAYAR balik budi2 ko sesuatu ari nanti...hah! aku tahu apa yg main dlm pkiran ko! aku XKAN bg ko banglo...hahahaha...aku akan bls balik dlm satu cara atau cara2 yg lain...harap x putus la contact ye...memang kte kena tlg diri sendiri...tp bukan smua benda kte dpt buat sendiri,btol? itu gunanya kwn2...mana la tahu,esok2...ble aku dh kaya raya,aku belanja ko mkn ke...atau yg sbaliknya berlaku...mana la tahu kan? hahaha...ko tlg aku,jadi aku pon harap aku dpt tlg ko...dlm mcm2 mana cara skalipon...terima kasih atas sgalanya! aku doakan ko berjaya tok masa dpan! ko memang sorg kwn yg aku xkan lupa....arigato!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Sureshmurti Ramani

Suresh! hah! rindunyer ko! rindu kacau ko...

kte mula2 jumpa masa f1...hah..gud times...ko nerd lg time tu...asyik ckp pasal subject...tp best gak coz selain khai,ko ada tok aku cte naruto...ko ada gak tolong aku dgn si dia time f1..kelakar tol...

masuk f2.aik? kte same kelas...haha...ko duduk sebelah aku kan...aku,ko dgn asfvin..jumpa jega..jadi la kte berempat..asyik berkepit ble dlm kelas...ingat lg x time aku gaduh dgn asfvin..pe! gempak woh! dia sampai tukar tempat dgn aqilah sbb x nk tengok aku...aku pon x ingat nape...tp lame2 aku give up dan kte rpt balik...ingat lg time aku cuba pikat sesorg ni..haha! hancur jadi! sampai gaduh! tp tengok2 ko lak yg jadi rpt dgn dia...kte asyik fail maths...betol? haha..cikgu pon mcm risau je dgn kte...

but,kte dpt masuk kelas 3 jujur gak....fail2 pon..haha...f3 la mula sengsara keadaan aku...ko ingat lg? mcm2 jadi...gaduh sini..gaduh sana...akhirnya aku jumpa budak kecik ni..yg dpt sembuhkan hati aku balik...aku x ckp bnyk dgn ko time f3 kan? walaupon kte sama kelas...mayb sibuk PMR kot..kan? sori la...

masuk f4...aku ingat masalah2 aku dh berakhir...tengok2,lg teruk jadi...gaduh dgn mcm2 org lagi...termasuk ko...dgn jega skali kan...sori la...sbb jega,ko duk jauh gle dari kteorg....tp ble nak akhir tahun...keadaan jadi baik sket....aku masih marah kat ko time tu..tp aku dh cool off sket...kte mula jadi rpt...tp sampai merdeka tu teruk balik...haha..sori...aku memang bnyk masalah...

masuk f5...gle weh! kte sama kelas lg! aku dh mula baik balik dgn ko...ble aku tahu ko dh ada awek...aku pkir,ok la...boleh la ko belajar sket tentang benda2 ni...coz ko x pernah suka org lain kan...i mean ko x pernah suka perempuan sekuat cmtu kan...but ble results ko menurun...sori la...aku mcm asyik marah dgn ko kan...actually aku risau je...ko pandai...ko slalu dpt results lg tinggi dari aku...tbe2 ko drop....aku pkir,apa kena dgn mamat ni? walaupon results aku slalu lg rendah...aku x kisah...asalkan kte smua rajin2 belaka...haha...tp ko pon dh mula x dtg skolah...pelajaran ko bnyk tinggal...tu sbb aku marah kat ko kdg2 ble ko x bawa buku...dulu,ko slalu bawa...sori la...aku risau je...tp ble trial,ko dh show improvement sket...walaupon fail +maths,xpe...coz smua fail..btol? susah gle punya sub...time spm pon aku dh nmpk ko buka buku...aku lega la gak...ko dh mcm dulu balik...so,aku harap ko fhm kenapa aku asyik marah ko time f5...jgn la lupakan aku ye...aku marah2 pon ada nilai2nya gak...

gud luck tok future! oh! duit gaji tu,hulur2 la sket...hahaha! keep in contact! :)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Outing At OU

Pause on the friend's posts for a while...well,i went out with a few of my old frens last saturday..well,it was fun..it's been a long time since i laugh that hard...tq guys for making my day that day..

they were late of course..i suspected as much..haha...siot hasif! tipu aku! haha...kevin met me first..followed by arif and hasif...we went to eat coz my tummy was rumbly..haha! we talked bout hasif gfs..haha..siot dia tu...soon afterwards,andrew join...more stories bout hasif came out...the restaurant was small so it was kinda embarassing coz we're the only ones laughing our heads off...even the cashier look at us in a weird way..i didnt want to watch a movie coz we didnt have much time or so i thought...we played pool then some bowling..as usual,i got the lowest marks...we went eating again...arif wanted to eat..we talked bout our future and how we've change..syed ask me if i still watch the shows that i watch when i was in primay school...i said that i still watch some of them..hasif said that i havent change...well,a part me said that i still havent but a part of me said that i have..so much things has happen since i last saw them....haha...after we ran out of money...we walked around..arif offered to send me home...but i had other plans with my dad...so,we juz walked around...until 6..while we were walking around,there were some girls who were photo shooting for the cleo magazine..they were,well,beautiful of course...models...biasa la kan...i didnt care much coz i already had a beauty back home...oh..syed showed afterwards...he and hasif told me to talk to one of the girls coz they said the girls would not suspect me for trying to hit on them...i didnt want to..i was never gud with girls...they remembered so,instead we went chasing after this one particular girl..woh! she was tall! before that,she was behind us..hasif told us that why not we c where she goes...prob we can learn something...me and kevin were at the back when we weregoing down the escalator...and we both said,"which girl?"...hasif point at the back of us..we both turn our heads at the same time..and i guess the girl noticed...haha! so,we let her walked pass us and we watch her..but after the discussing bout her,we lost her...haha...tu la..x fokus...it was almots six..andrew went home..and they were waiting for me to go home...we should have watch a movie...but i guess...x tahu la..finally we seperated between the old wing and the new wing...coz i dun want arif to walked all the way on the other side of the building juz to send me coz his car was at the new wing..so,me and kevin waited at the taxi stand..kevin went home 1st...i walked around...went to the surau..juz looking around...after bout half an hour,i went home and sleep...it was tiring...but it was fun...it's gud seeing that my frenship with them hasnt change...

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Nurul Afiqah

Efi! aduh! kwn kelate ku! mana aku nk mula..

mcm diyanah,kte jumpa time kakak aku memperkenalkan aku kat ko la kan? aku nk bajet macho je..masuk f3,kte sama kelas kan...

x mcm diyanah,aku terus rpt dgn ko masa kte dlm kelas 3 jujur...ingat lg benda yg aku tulis tok wafa tu,aku x ingat aku ada bg ke x wafa baca..but ko baca je,ko cuba nk memahami sbb aku tulis benda tu..ko dgr je aku merepek...ntah apa sbb aku merepek...aku emo sngt kot time tu...ko bnyk je bg nasihat...but akhirnya dlm pertengahan tahun,ko x tahan dgn sikap aku kan...ko ble nk ckp dgn aku pon mcm nk marah...hah...sape x kan? aku asyik dgn benda bodo yg sama je...x abis2...kte x ckp bnyk dh kan lepas tu? coz aku tahu ko marah dgn aku..plus,kte kena fokus dgn pmr....so,aku x bgtahu sape2 dh...aku pon fokus dgn pmr...ingat lg,ada seminggu tu,aku x layan perempuan langsung! coz aku bengang gle...well,berjaya gak..coz aku tenang sket...tp,x sangka yg cara aku layan perempuan time tu,memberi kesan kpada ko...ko tension gle kan? sampai shari x ckp dgn aku...balik2 rumah,aku msg gle2 panjang...aku ckp sori je..ko x bls,jadi aku anta lg...tengok2,ko xde kredit..ek ele...apa la..haha..tp aku terima kasih la coz ko sanggup dtg jauh2 ke OU untuk sambut bday aku time tu...

masuk f4,lg jarang kte ckp...coz ko dpt masuk cekap..aku x....tp aku bergembira gak..at least x tension sngt..but,probs aku x hilang..instead tambah lg teruk...tp aku x ckp dgn ko bnyk sngt...memandangkan ko dh masuk cekap...aku cuba selesaikan sorg diri...tp nmpknya,semua benda yg aku buat...akhirnya,hati aku sendiri yg jadi keras...aku degil...even ko ckp,aku xdgr advice org...tp,walaupon hati aku keras..ko tetap dtg kpada aku untuk minta advice tentang pelajaran..ko still bgtahu aku masalah ko...aku hargainya...but masuk f5,stiap kali aku kol ko,tentu aku ckp pasal si 'kecik' kan? ko slalu tanya aku,"asal ko masih cte pasal dia?"...sampai la aku sedar...aku dh x ckp pasal dia kat ko..instead aku ckp pasal nat! ingat? haha...ko pon dh mcm dh x marah aku ble aku ckp pasal org lain...tbe2,ble nk dkat trial...aku bangkitkan balik pasal 'dia'...ko tanya aku,"bukan ko dh rpt dgn nat ke?"....aku pon x cte dh dgn ko..sampai la spm kan? ko dtg ke skolah jap....tengok2 aku dh dgn dia...terkejut kan? haha..

aku hargai atas smua nasihat yg ko bg...aku akan simpannya di dalam hati...terima kasih ye! gud luck untuk future ko!