The Art Of Letting Go...

Put away the pictures,
Put away the memories,
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye,
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through the pain
of one more day
Without you...

Now here it comes, t
he hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
Where do I start,
to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning,
Learning the art of letting go....

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ah...damn it! atiqah,sue yin...acap...dont know how u guys do ti...but u guys seems so lucky in love....looks like there someone else who has love prob....yeah..and we're both r very frustrated about love...we're just dont know wut to do about the girl that we love...i dont mind about being an underdog but...in love,it's hard...i love this girl,but i hate her...but i miss her...but at the same time i like another girl...im so confused...even if i choose one,i cant have either of them...in my experience,ive never been enough for someone that i like...

Oh man....

another boring day...dont know wut to do...ps2 is getting boring...dont know where to go when im online...dont know wut to watch....it's so damn boring....i wish i could sms with someone...but unfortunately,my num is in celcom..most of my frens r in maxis and digi...when im bored,ill eventually will think about my probs...owh yeah...i am like u said acap,emo-24-7...i wonder...this turmoil im in...is it just me,or is everybody facing the same thing??? not to me...they all look so happy...maybe salwani is right...i am thinking about my problems too much...but i can help it...when im alone or bored,ill eventually will think of something...and that something is my problem...i just cant like let my problems just slide away...it's just so hard to not think about it....(sori if i make someone angry or irritated with something i wrote)....

Boring...

argh!!! school's over but it's so boring...i never thought that i'll be saying this but i miss school...all those months ive spend with my frens....especially with my closest...dont know wut to write anymore...it's so boring that i could sleep the whole day...but today was quite ok...dyana had an open house this evening..it was fun...almost all of my frens were there...i took a lot of pictures...i miss my frens...akmal,sham,naim abu,naim sani,mai...and the others...

Paradise!

I live the long life
To get to where I am right here
I walk the long road
With just the wind in my hair
All I have is my smile
I began to lose track
I walked on for miles
And I never looked back

I’m not the kind of guy
To get left out in the cold
Walked on forever
And I’ll never grow old

Don’t wanna live the real life
Working nine to five
Find a piece of paradise
Finally feel alive
I live my life to the fullest
I have no regrets
I’d have to stack the deck
To win all my best

I count the minutes
Til I can run little love and affection
If you can feel the same way
Put your arms around me
And I’ll show you the way
Wanna change your destiny
Re-write ancient history

But I know
I’ve been searching for
That place to call my own
All of my life
It’s been in my soul
Now I know

I feel a fire burning
Deep inside my soul
I hold onto my destiny
And I’ll never let it go
Cuz I live my own life
Found what I set out to
And I’ll never look back
Because I found paradise
Devote my whole life to
Never giving up again
Follow your heart, your mind, your soul
Hold onto your dreams
And never let them go...

Jamuan makan PPS!

Yesterday was so great! Yesterday was fun! Ive never had that so much fun since the pps camp! As usual,my best frens did most of the fun! Sham,Mai,Naim,Faiz & Acap. Such a shame that Akmal and Amirul Naim cant be there...first,as usual,they gosip me with sham,but i dont mind coz i know that i dont love her more than a fren..then,we ate together..just like 1 big happy family. Naim as usual,appeared almost every picture ive taken...ive got to take a picture of the girl that i love! Muahaha! Even though it's just a normal lunch party,but 4 me,it was more than that...thx to all my frens who were there to spend time with me...

sick with u...

It's more than a habit
I'm more than an addict
I'm parked here outside of your door
Know you never lock it
Got your keys in my pocket
Lights all out
But I know for sure I am ...

Ten steps away from you
From you and him
Redemption, is that a sin?

You walk by the river
As you start to shiver
Two headlights are following you
As he pulls you closer
My engine's ticking over
It's my choice
To do what I do

I'm talking 'bout a split decision
Made in anger you know
I'm talking something that could change my life forever
Is it worth it? No
Is it worth it? No
Should I stay here and watch the show?
Or maybe ... it's time to go

I'd never run him over
I wouldn't wanna dent my car
I'd never rip your throat out
Cos that could leave a nasty scar
So I'm gonna go out
Get drunk with my friends
Try to get myself outta this funk
I'd never screw my life up
Because of how sick you are...