Otak tak matang?

Celaka punya manusia...pergh...memang buat aku naik angin...memang buat aku naik angin...

Jenis manusia macam ni la antara jenis yang aku paling tak suka...tak matang langsung...minta tolong sikit je pun susah ke? Memang tak guna ye...dah la siap buang komen2 aku...takpe kau...aku ingat aku boleh tahan masa kat sekolah kau buli aku...kau hancurkan peluang terakhir kau...

Kau cuma tolong perempuan je la ni? Gay la weh...sungguh tak matang...kau tolong gang kau je la ni? lagi la otak tak matang...konon la gi sekolah agama masa kecik...konon la lagi pandai dalam bidang agama dari aku...cukup la dengan masalah2 yang aku kena handle sekarang...kau buat aku rasa lagi teruk kat dalam...tahu la hensem...segak...tinggi...aku tak macam kau...jadi,sebab tu ke kau tak nak tolong aku?

Tahu la boleh dapat ramai awek dengan petik jari je...aku tahu gak kau lagi pandai dari aku...tapi sebab kita sangat berbeza,takkan la tak boleh tolong sikit je? Manusia macam ni memang tak fikir tentang perasaan loser macam aku la ni...

Takpe2...sesuatu hari nanti,aku akan kenakan kau balik...tengok la...sungguh tak matang...

Induced feelings..

This kind of feeling...i just noticed it a few months ago...it is a nice feeling at the beginning...especially for the people who just got their heart broken...

But in the end, it'll hurt either both parties or just either of them...i thought i was the only one who taught that way...one of my friends realize that too and warned me about it last year...but i didn't listen to her...

And i watched I carly a few days ago, and it shows what i'm trying to say...Freddy here,saves Carly from being hit by a truck...Carly has been rejecting him for years...suddenly she kisses him...Freddy was shocked but he just accept what he can get...but then,Sam told him that Carly only likes him because of what he has done and she does not like him for what he truly is...Freddy then confronts her...and the said it's better to wait...

So,Carly's feelings was never real...it's just in her head...now i'm scared it's happening to me...what if the feelings i have now is just induced?

Tell Me It's Ok..

Here we are, I've been here yes I have
Can you tell me, we're OK?
We´re face to face but aren´t we still apart?
Can You tell that me it's ok

You can´t know what you´ve done
you can´t know how i changed

You can stay, you can go
Still or never be the same
But I hope that we're Ok..

I know, I was wrong
I'm sorry that If hurt you
can you tell me it's OK

I'm alone in the dark

I don't want you to follow me

But can you?

Can you tell me it's ok

Nice Guys?

I never open the door or pull out a chair
You can tell me how your day was but I don’t really care
And if you ever get cold, you’ll just have to hack it
Cause I’d be cold too if I gave you my jacket

Like whoa!
You ain’t sitting up front
Front is for the homies, you can sit in the trunk
I never answer my phone whenever you call it
And when the waiter brings the bill
I never reach for my wallet

And Imma beat you in every competition
Going out with the girls, you better get my permission
Wait no! I take that back, you can’t go
House is on tonight and that’s my favorite show

"Do I look fat in this dress?"
Hell yeah! You do!
Wait let me speak your language
Cows go mooo, mooo, mooo, mooo, mooo

Nice guys finish last that’s why I’ll treat you like trash
It’s not what I really want to do
Oh.. You only date bad guys so I’ll give you my best try
To treat you the way you want me to

English Term Project...

Last Friday,7th Of October 2011...was exciting..never thought it would be...at the beginning of the semester,we were told bout what we have to do..and i was like,"oh man...we have to do what?!"...i hated the idea that i have to talk more than i should...hoho...

i came late that morning...thx to my stomach...aiseh...but my team mates didnt say a thing...thank goodness...i helped to decorate the booth...and we waited for almost 2 hours and no one came to buy a single cookie...then my algebra lecturer came and suggested the idea that we should go around the campus and sell the cookies instead of waiting for customers to come...so,a few of my friends and myself went and sell the cookies to whoever we find that we think we have a chance to sell the cookies to...

finally,only 2 cookies left...someone made an announcement and we sold the final 2...so,we relaxed for 3 hours...me? as usual,cuci mata...hoho...kacau org...apa lagi? nak main game,rasa sayang nak guna duit...jadi,buat bodo je la...kacau si anak yunos...hoho...kemudian gi solat dan teman si fareez makan...gosip2...kemudian balik rumah...memang best la...walaupun x sebest gi taska...but boleh tahan la...

On My Mind

I’m sleeping through the day
I’m trying not to fade
But every single night
I’ve just been lying awake
Cause I, I can’t get you off my mind

The moment that we met, I didn’t know yet
That I was looking at a face I’ll never forget
Cause I, I can’t get you off my mind

Give me the chance to love you
I’ll tell you the only reason why
Cause you are on my mind
I want to know you feel it
What do you see when you close your eyes
Cause you are on my mind

I want to be best
I want to be worst
I want to be the gravity in your universe
And I, I want to be there to help you fly

Oh, the longer that I wait
The more that I’m afraid
That someone’s gonna fool your heart and take you away
Cause I, I finally realized,
That I can’t get you off my mind

1st field trip in college!

Memang best betul jumaat lepas! agak letih la mula2 rasa...and memang malas...tetapi hati pun rasa x tenang...pergi je la...lagipun ni 30% for agama...gi solat kat masjid sebelum bertolak naik bas...lama gak...aku tlg kwn aku kira duit...memang pening...tetapi enjoy gak...at least ada benda dapat occupy minda aku...finally kita sampai...memang terkejut la...ramai betul budak...comel2 pulak tu...classmate perempuan terus gi mendampingi diorg...aku duduk tepi dulu..faris(ketua group),main teka teki dengan budak2 bersampingan dgn nawal...kemudian dia main gitar pulak memandangkan diorg budak2,mesti tertarik dgn muzik...tiba2 ada bayi datang dan aku bagi dia duduk atas aku...layu je mata dia...comel betul...asyik nak tengok hujan je dia...si farah ni pulak tak habis2 nak ambik gambar...ada kawan dia lak kata,"wah,mcm happy family la..."...aku pun tak kisah la memandangkan farah pun buat selamba je...tetapi pegang bayi tu amat susah...dia asyik nak jalan je...akhirnya dapat gak ambik gambar yg cantik...letih aku...hahaha...ada seorang bayi ni pulak,mula2 aku ingat dia lelaki...tengok2 dia perempuan...asyik menangis je bila tengok muka kawan aku sorg ni...nadiah asyik kena pujuk dia...aku pun takut...terima kasih nad! dia memang pandai jaga budak...muka dia memang sebiji dia naquiah..bila dah nak petang,budak2 dah makin kurang...aku pun solat asar dengan syamim...dia jadi imam...pergh! memang susah nak ikut dia...bukan main laju..adoi...lepas solat asar,turun kejap nak makan...ada kawan baru aku buat...farah seorang lagi ni memang kelakar...tak habis2 kena buli dengan aku..asyik nak makan je kerja dia...haha...lepas solat,kita pulang...budak2 international memang x sabar2 nak balik...xleh salahkan diorg gak memandangkan diorg xleh cakap bahasa melayu....masa nak balik,kakak2 taska tu kata kat kawan yaman aku,zaid untuk bawa madu dari yaman lain kali dia dtg visit...haha...kesian dia...si bisyri ni pulak hilang stokin...memang senang nak cari dalam gelap...kesian kena pakai sebelah je...bisyri2...hahaha...kita naik bas,nawal pulak pasang cerita apa entah...aku letih sangat...asyik terlelap tetapi mata tak nak tutup sebab pemandangan dan perasaan masa tu memang sangat indah...entah bila lagi aku boleh rasa macam tu...tak banyak boleh cerita accept adventure tu memang apa yg aku perlukan pada masa tu :) terima kasih kepada kawan2 islamic studiesku...